I'm going

[Octo]

For those of you that knew I was pregnant: I'm not anymore, I was told last week that the baby had no hearbeat and I misscarried (stupid fucking word) on friday night. This has got to be the most surreal and painful thing I've ever experienced..It feels like a bad joke.

I just wanted to let people know because I've had friends irl and online ask me about the baby and I hate having to tell them whats happened. It must make people feel so awkward, and I really don't want people to feel like that on my account.

I'm not going to be online either, save to check my PMs every now and then. For those of you who have my email address you can use that if you want, I'll try and reply when I can, the same applies to PMs

Nothing much to add really. I want to thank people for their support, and I don't want people to worry about me. I will be ok, I just don't know when.

Take care everyone x

 

[Super Mario]

...ho...


You have my sympathies...

 

[Rumpelstiltskin]

Fucking hell.
Really words can't express how bad I feel for you right now.
It sucks to see you go but totally understandable, take care of yourself!

 

[Dashell]

I never knew you that well, but I'm really sorry for your loss. I can't imagine the pain you're going through. I'm just so sorry to hear that.

Take care of yourself, okay?

 

[Master Bates]

I am so sorry to hear that. The news is too sad I'm not even going to thank your post. I never had the chance to get to know you better but I still wish for your recovery (both physical and emotional). It's saddening that you had to leave TLS but your situation is understandable. Please be well.

 

[Super Mario]

Take care of yourself, octo. I'm so sorry.

 

[Celes Chere]

I am so sorry hun for what happened... I've seen people go through miscarriages before and I can say that I could never understand how bad it must feel. We love you here at TLS and only wish you the best. *hugs tight* Please take care of yourself, and you have the deepest apologies for what happened to you from my heart.

 

[Homura Akemi]

I'm sorry to hear that I hope you feel better, I know we didn't really talk, but I really wish you the best

 

[Masamune]

Hey Octo...

I know we've already spoken, but I just wanted to express again how truly sorry I am for both you and your hubby. I can only imagine what you must be going through and I wish you all the love and support you need during this difficult time.

It's been an absolute pleasure getting to know you, Octo, and I've loved every second of putting the world to rights. You're an amazing friend and a beautiful person. If you ever need anything, don't hesitate to ask. I'm here for you.

And I'll be sure to e-mail you. You don't get away that easily!

Love,
Masa x

 

[Alex Strife]

I'm terribly, terribly sorry. Why do bad things happen to good people? It's something I'll never understand...

Take good care of yourself, and I hope we can, in some time, have you back here so we can enjoy your company again. Get some rest and take your time to recover physically and mentally back to your 100%!

We may not have talked outside TLS, but still, you're loved, okay?

 

[Kobato]

I don't know what to say expect... I really want to give you a hug. I agree with Alex, why did this happen to do a really good person ?


Love you and please take care.

 

[Joker]

Damn, man.

Words can't properly express my condolences.

 

[Vivi]

I'm so sorry Octo. I don't know what else I can say. I've never been in that amount of pain before.

But I'm here for you. If you need anything, I'll be listening.

 

[Hisako]

Losing something, someone like that must hurt something indescribable. For whatever little it's worth, all my prayers and wishes go out to you, and you take however long it takes to overcome the pain in this.

If you ever feel like talking to any of us, I'm sure we'll gladly lend an ear out for you.

 

[Shademp]

You are one of my favorite members here on TLS, Octo. For this reason I am all the more struck by the injustice of this tragedy. A kind and lovable person like you deserve a better fate. My thoughts are with you.

 

[Dana Scully]

Christ. I'm so sorry, Octo. There are just no words, can't even imagine what you and your husband are going through right now. Take care of yourself and know you've got friends here if you ever need to talk.

 

[Tetsujin]

Aw no...

I don't even know what to say right now.

 

[Ryushikaze]

I hope you feel better soon, and that you have better luck in the future if you decide to try again.

 

[Tina Armstrong]

I'm so sorry to hear about that. Take care of yourself!
I will miss your posts here on TLS.

 

[looneymoon]

I can't imagine what you could be going through right now, but you have my condolences.

 

[Glaurung]

I can't even find the right words to express how sorry I am, Octo And I can't offer anything more than my condolences and prayers. Should you want to talk with anyone, we will be here.

 

[Tennyo]

Oh Octo *bear hug*

I'll say a prayer for you. I wish you only the best and I hope we can chat again someday. <3

 

[Gym Leader Devil]

I never knew you that well, but I'm really sorry for your loss. I can't imagine the pain you're going through. I'm just so sorry to hear that.

Take care of yourself, okay?

^This goes for me too. Exact words.

 

[Lumina]

I already told you on PM...so all I can do is this bb.... Take your time.... We are here with you all the way....

 

[Ⓐaron]

Gods damn. Good luck dealing with this shit; you must be devastated. Hope things get better for you.