I don't know. If I'm too confident, then I'll end up being disappointed if it doesn't work out, if you know what I mean. I thought I would heal in six months, but it's been more than that, so it's almost as if I just... lost hope.
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C'mon with that.
If I were to hurt Tiff (God forbid, and it leaves a bad taste in my mouth just thinking it), you'd haunt me forever. You wouldn't give up after just six months, would you?
It takes a while for muscle to heal, rebuild itself, etc. I realize I don't know a damn thing about your situation, but it could realistically take years. Not trying to crush any hope or anything - just be more realistic with yourself, and don't push yourself so hard to reach a goal that your body may not be able to reach so quickly, no matter how willing the spirit is. And most importantly, don't give up. Nothing ever changes that way.
You'll get it. My instincts tell me that you'll walk again. And they're usually right.
So chin up, and srsly, stfu with this losing confidence in yourself. That ain't the Audrey that I met, dammit.
Okay, srsly time for sleep nao.