Not a Troll

[Super Mario]

oooh! can I join in!?

experience: online masquerade extraordinaire, holidays consultant, amateur artist , loves girls (<3)
specialty: Jack of all fucking trades!

 

[Super Mario]

oooh! can I join in!?

experience: online masquerade extraordinaire, holidays consultant, amateur artist , loves girls (<3)
specialty: Jack of all fucking trades!

 

[Mariketsu]

I hope you can find more help in RL, hun. This isn't something you should let go untreated and without proper expression to a professional. Every few months doesn't seem to be enough right now to help you so hopefully you can eventually find more.

But the peeps here are right as well, a lot of people in the world are just jerks. I used to ask why I was picked on through school and I used to cry about it, even into high school, but I eventually realized that's just how people in general are these days.

Don't feel bad, hun. But, remember, you do have friends here. Try to get more RL help for your depression, kay? *hugs*

~ Raz

 

[Mage]

I like the fucked up resumé idea, I approve of it.

Anyway, Aeris, like I said before, most folks here are happy to talk, take advantage of it when you need to. Not everybody gets spammers, nowt wrong with that, and don't let it bother you if you do get spammed, flamed or any other comment that rankles you. Mostly it's just words on a screen. Pretty ineffectual really. But, having said that, so is whatever we write here. You've gotta make the changes to your life yourself, no-one can do it for you. All we can do is give you words. Mostly kind ones though, sounds like you could do with them.

Name: Mage
Yrs exp: how long have you got? Topics covered include depression, post-natal depression, attempted suicide, isolation, fucked up childhood homelife, being fucked over, estranged from family and being awesome.
Speciality: gardening, cooking and sex. Not necessarily in that order, mind.

 

[Dashell]

I feel hurt that you think that I'm trolling, epsically Tiff and Que who I thought that I knew, really hurt by how Que has been acting towards me. I thought that Que was one of my online friends...

For the last time, I did NOT think you were joking around, just that you weren't going to kill yourself. The reason I didn't think you were going to kill yourself was because this was NOT your first suicide post that I've seen before. Forgive me for wanting to reassure some of my friends that you were alive when they thought you were dead, I guess that makes me so horribly awful. I mean you have to understand here I was worried about them too.

I have been trying to help. I've warned you again and again that if you continue like this, things will only get worse. I've said numerous times that I like you, so I don't know why you're acting like I'm the bad guy here. I don't know what you want me to do. I've tried. I've tried to help you, to warn you, to get others to like you and I've stood up for you on more than one occasion but no matter what I do you always end up like this.

Honestly I'm just sick of this whole ordeal and if what I've done here makes me a bad person, then so be it. I'm washing my hands of this entire deal now and I don't wish to speak with you or anyone else about it further.


EDIT
One last thing, Aeris... the reason you're reading my posts as upset is because.. yes I am upset. I AM annoyed, I'm angry and frustrated because I can't get through to you. I'm not trying to hurt you, I'm trying to get a point through your head that I can't get through any other way. And that's why I'm saying now that I'm just done with it. I'm sorry I wasn't able to help you at all, and I DO hope you get better, but it's just obviously going to have to be someone else to help you out. I wish you the best of luck with it though, I'm sure you can pull through if you just try.

 

[Cthulhu]

I can't offer any help, I'm no psychologist and nobody should try to be one on the internets. This goes for any and all kinds of medical conditions, btw - the internets cannot help you.

Instead, go to a real psychologist and get serious treatment. I know people on the internet are very unconvincing, but getting real help is the only thing that'll actually work.

 

[Kobato]

Thanks everybody. I'm glad that everything is cleared up. <: I'm starting to feel a little stronger and happier <: I even went outside today to Mc Donald's to award myself for going outside !! <:

@ Que. I can understand, and I have improved a little bit from what used to be, I just thought that you saw me as a troll even though we've known each other since the start of this year. >: I think I've been really annoying on you, though I didn't mean to make you feel helpless. You've actually helped alot. The One Piece AMV you posted on your LTD forum helped me alot, even though I don't like/ don't know much about One Piece, it was the thought that counted <: You gave me a alot of help <:

@ Tiff. Thanks. It's because I take medication everyday. I spend most of the day in bed, and usually come out late at night, so most of the time I do feel a bit... lacking. xD Though FF and listening to music makes me feel a little bit better. <:

@ Ryu. I used to go to therapists, but they kept on saying that they wouldn't help me. They kept on sending me to different places, like I was some kind of delivery box. I want to try again, but I'm worried that I'm just going to be sent everywhere like a delivery package and just get nowhere./ sigh.

Will it be okay to close this thread mods ? I feel really bad, guilty and this has just been one huge mistake, and I have a lot of regret and bad memories. And the bye thread too ? That thread is a whole lot of regret too...

Btw, people who joke about suicide need to be slapped in the face, for being so terrible.

 

[Ⓐaron]

Closed by request.