I honestly think it's in my top 3 movies. I would say it's number one, but I don't know how much of that is the honeymoon period. I need some time to see it a few more times, and get some time away from that first viewing.
I love this movie. It's so beautiful, in every aspect. Not just design and cinematography, but themes, and performances, and soundtrack. I want to go back and find certain scenes just to watch them again, but I don't want to possibly rob them of their impact by watching them outside of the whole.
It's so weird, I cant remember a movie effecting me in this way before. I have strong feelings about it, but, regardless of how I'm talking about it here, I don't feel like I'm gushing about it. Like, with every thing I bring up, my mind goes back to those parts, and I can just feel the impact of the whole movie wash over me, and I start to tear up a little. And the film left me with a feeling of sadness, but contentment. Like I just had a good cry, and am huddled under the blankets in front of the fireplace just enjoying the feeling of relaxation that comes from being drained while wrapped in warmth. Only I don't feel drained. I feel full. Full, and content, comforted.
I love this movie.
EDIT: I want to share this movie with my family, but I also don't want to, for two reasons. They won't get it, and think it's weird. But also, I went to this by myself both times. The theatre wasn't especially full, and I kindof want to keep it as something just for me. I mean I know tons of people have seen it, but in person, physically with me, I've essentially seen it alone, and I want to keep that. An experience for me. Something personal. Something "private".