========== IDRIS SAVAGE AND TELRAN MIARA ==========
THE FERRY
(around two A.M.)
As the exhausted Destrillians clambered back into the Keris, which had become rather somber-looking and gloomy in the darkness, there was a rather morose feeling in the air. Telran knew what to attribute it to, of course...what else would it be?
One of their number was missing.
The past few days have absolutely worn me out. The tattooed doctor rubbed his temple as he sat in quiet contemplation, the Keris continuing to trundle along. He had given the ebony-eyed Destrillian simple but specific directions on how to find the apartments he made home, then settled onto the couch, with the tiny, ghostlike girl sitting between himself and Lokka.
So much has happened in such a short time. A good night's sleep will do me some good, I think...yes, he thought, with the tiniest of nods to himself,
yes, just need some sleep.
As the Keris pulled up into the plaza, he went to the front of the van and pointed out where they needed to park, then, turning back toward the rest of the group, quietly said,
"Eight thirteen. Second floor." As the Keris pulled to a stop in its new parking space, the group exited the metal titan, with more than a few yawns and stretches as they did so. It seemed the amber-eyed Destrillian wasn't the only one in need of some sleep.
As he led them to his front stoop, he took his keys out and spun them on his finger - an old habit, and one that Alessa had always hated. He stopped, rather abruptly, midway through the third spin.
Alessa... His face fell.
His gaze drifted in the direction in which she lay.
I'm sorry...
There was a
click as the door turned in the lock.
"Come on in," came his voice, far weaker than he'd like. The group began to file in, the waif-like girl first, with a slight flick of her jet-black hair. After all had entered, Telran locked the door behind them, then turned back to head to his bedroom...
...only to come up short. The group was standing in the foyer, staring at him as though waiting for something. He blinked...then once again.
What are they waiting for? He spread his hands as he wearily (but with a hint of amusement) said,
"Make yourselves at home," then headed straight toward his bedroom, down the hallway on the right. Moments later, the hiss of running water was the only sound that could be heard as he stepped into the shower, the bathroom rapidly filling with steam.
Hot water...truly a gift from the gods...
=====
He was running. Running, running, running to somewhere, nowhere, anywhere.
Who was he running from, or what? He didn't know, only that he couldn't let it find him. He could almost feel it behind him, breathing down his back. They were after him, yes, that's right. Or maybe he was the one chasing, searching, looking, seeking high and low for something, something that he wasn't sure where to find, or even what it was. But he would find it, he knew, he just had to keep searching.
Gunshot.
He panicked.
More running, sweat pouring down him.
He could feel the wind of his passage, cool, now bone-chillingly cold, as he ran through the dark forest.
Forest? Yes, forest. That's right, he was in a forest.
He cleared the line of dense trees to find himself-
-staring at a scene in a warehouse.
That scene.
That day.
That.
Her.
It, them, they, yes they, they took hold of him; brought him down; took him to the ground. Piled on him, wouldn't let him up, held him down, couldn't breathe. Now they hit him, kicked, beat him. He could feel the crack as his arm and leg broke, now a rib. The blood trickled down his face, everything ached. They grabbed him by the hair, held his head up, made him watch. Laughed.
nononononoNoNoNoNoNoNONONONONONONONONONOTTHISSOMETHINGELSEOHPLEASE
CRUNCH
A shriek of pain and terror and just oh god no more please no more
But it kept replaying. Over and over.
Telran woke with a start, drenched in a cold sweat, heart racing so fast he could hear it in his ears, breath ragged. He gulped in the air, trying to force himself to calm down; for a few moments his eyes darted around the room, going from place to place as though everything around him were trying to attack him.
Dream...just a dream...just a dream, Telran. A dream. He ran a hand through his hair, much of which was plastered to his forehead.
Damnit...that dream again...
He swung his legs out of the bed, padding along the hallway quietly, then through the living room and into the kitchen for a drink. As he gulped down a glass of water, he leaned against the counter, facing the living room, and glanced at the clock.
Four am...only an hour of sleep. Damn it. He downed another glass, then placed it in the sink, heading back to bed. The cool air felt good on his exposed torso - in itself a large part of why he never slept with a shirt. It helped to dispel the horrors of the darkest corners of his mind.
He quietly returned to his bed, where he fell into a deep, dreamless sleep almost the moment his head hit the pillow.
=====
When Telran awoke in the morning, he felt it was probably his duty to make breakfast - or at least provide something to eat. It was his apartment, after all, and the polite thing to do.
He thought for a moment, taking a mental inventory of all the things he had to eat in his apartment. He probably had enough to last himself for a few weeks, but he was only one person. Now, he was entertaining for nine - such a gathering as his home had never seen before. Especially not six other Destrillians, all of whom were likely able to pack it away just as well as he could, and three...well, he wasn't quite sure how to describe the other three, but they definitely weren't human.
Which actually raised an excellent point: he needed information. What had brought them all together? What happened to cause them to form this ragtag group and make their way to Audoula? And who or what were these not-quite-humans, and why were they allowed to tag along? So many questions, and so few answers. He needed more information.
Unfortunately, he was unlikely to get anything out of them while they were tired and hungry. And, as the host, he knew his duty.
It was time to go shopping.
Wait, wait. Why not just ask one of them to come with me? He paused to consider.
It's not unreasonable, and I can have some of those questions answered. Not a bad idea, actually, he thought, nodding to himself.
But...who to ask? That one brought him up short. Brow furrowed, he glanced over at the party as they lounged about in his living and dining rooms.
Let's see...
He began to look them over, visually appraising each in turn in an effort to determine which was his best option.
I would do well to speak to whomever is leading the group, I think. Yes, thought he, with a nod,
yes, that seems best.
It seemed clear that Fiona was his most unlikely option here.
The same could be said of the "humans", of course. And based on the way they were grouped, Lokka slightly apart from the rest, it didn't seem like he was quite the right choice, either. That left the other strangers. Thetis, he knew, had eyes only for Fiona for the time being, and was indeed fussing over her at that very moment, while Fiona, pretending to be aggravated by it all, allowed her to do so. Thetis would not be very helpful.
He turned his gaze to the others - the Destrillian sitting nearest Telran had eyes as dark as the inescapable depths of space. And those eyes were, of course, unreadable, but the way he held himself suggested that he was always ready to move at a moment's notice, as though he always suspected things to erupt into chaos. He looked slightly stiff, and the way Thetis and the redhead would occassionally glare at him seemed to indicate that there was some kind of tension there - he was not the best choice. He also hadn't spoken a word since they had come into the apartment, and had been rather terse from the get-go.
The redhead was nearest to him, and sat in between him and Thetis, almost like a mother separating her two quarreling children. She had a worried, nervous expression - she was probably fretting over the one that had been kidnapped, much like Thetis over Fiona. While it might be good to get her mind off of that, it was unlikely that she would be able to focus on answering questions. She, too, would not be of any use at the moment.
The...child? (boy? girl?)...sitting on the floor was completely oblivious to everything going on around them, and would alternately mutter to themselves, flick through channels on the TV, and dig through the refrigerator, complaining of hunger and Telran's lack of blue ice cream (he wasn't quite sure what to make of that last). While he might be able to get some information from that one, it would likely be a difficult process that would leave him with a headache - and probably very little else, truth be told. And that left...
Her, he thought, gazing at the last of his guests, a slight, ghostly pale young woman who was fiddling with her left foot, which looked to have a partially healed burn that she was poking at...which, of course, was not exactly conducive to the healing process.
No, not at all, he thought, shaking his head and frowning slightly, as his professional curiosity began to take an interest. His keen eyes had only been able to discern that there
was something there to begin with, up until now; now that he was really looking (albeit from across the room), the wound gave itself away as having been a second degree burn that had healed into a first degree. She sat nearest Lokka, but closest to the center of the group, almost as though the others had chosen their places in the apartment based on where she herself was and had simply radiated outwards.
Come to think of it, he realized,
she was the first in the apartment, wasn't she? The way she spoke; the way that every head turned when she began to talk (except Fiona's, but Telran was fairly certain that that was simply how Fiona was); that look on her face of both determination and discipline; even the fact that she alone chose to be near Lokka - everything pointed to the tiniest of them being the de facto leader of the bunch.
The only problem with this was that she was like Lokka. More quiet and reserved, and slightly apart from the others. She might want to stay with the others, or she might want to just be left alone. There was also one other teensy little problem with this - so small it wasn't even worth mentioning.
He didn't know her name.
To save himself the embarrassment of having to ask in the midst of the rest, there was only one option left. His lips pursed slightly as the thought ran through his head - he wasn't going to like this, not one bit. But he might as well get it over with, since he wasn't going to learn it through divination or osmosis, and no one would just arbitrarily tell him, completely at random.
Ahem. Oh no why did I just clear my throat telepathically. I'm sorry if this is rude of me, but I don't believe we've been introduced. Not properly, anyway. My name is Telran - Telran Miara.
There was a long pause, in which the storm-eyed Destrillian didn't even look up.
Lokka, however, did.
What are you talking about, Telran?
Oh, crap. Lokka?
Yes, Lokka. Who else would it be? Weren't you talking to me?
Telran wasn't sure how best to answer, and so he quickly turned his eyes away to avoid the viridian gaze of the Pale Shell - out of sight, out of mind - as he prepared to try again. Concentrating a bit harder seemed like a good idea.
Just focus on her mind, and...
Excuse me. While she didn't move a muscle, he could almost feel her attention snap to him.
And who is this new frequency invading my brain? the girl inquired. Despite how her expression hadn't changed a bit, there was an easygoing, joking tone in her voice.
Oh, thank heavens. The right one this time. And she seems willing enough to respond. He would have to fight to keep the relief from showing in his "voice".
I'm sorry if this is a bit rude, but I didn't get a chance to properly introduce myself earlier in all the commotion. My name is Telran - Telran Miara. Oh maaan this is so awkward. I feel like I'm reading from a script.
And what a commotion it was. Lovely to meet you, Telran - the name's Idris. A twitch of a smile appeared on her thin lips.
And is there a reason you're introducing yourself in such a... discreet manner?
She sees right through me...looks like I made the right choice.
Telran? Lokka's voice burst inside his head.
Telran acted as though he hadn't "heard".
A pleasure to meet you, Idris, he replied, inclining his head slightly.
And...it just seemed like it would be a bit awkward to ask aloud, you know? Thank goodness I managed to avoid that, he thought, inwardly cringing.
Tiger?
Shut up, Lokka!
Oh, trust me, came the reply, ringing with a strange sense of resignment despite the levity,
that would have been subtlety bordering on cryptic, compared to what-
Are you ignoring me, Telran? Lokka was clearly getting annoyed.
-we've been through on the way here. It was odd, hearing somebody else laugh in your head.
Now, is there anything I can do for you?
Actually...yes. Telran paused to consider how best to phrase his request.
Truth be told, I rather need to get some supplies to keep everyone fed and contented for the next few days.
Lokka had lost his patience.
It's like you don't even want to talk to me. Why would you start a conversation if you're not going to finish it? he demanded.
Lokka, has anybody ever told you how incredibly deafening you are? Idris' voice called back suddenly. Having more than one person communicating telepathically at a time was one thing, but having them do so with your own mind as the communication hub was just ridiculous.
I can hear you from here. Do my poor overworked brain a favour, and hush. She was clearly only to be taken half-seriously as she added on, almost as an afterthought,
...even if Telran mistook you for me, that's no reason to get upset, is it? The affronted silence that greeted them both served to answer just how much that mistaking could be potentially upsetting.
Telran visibly cringed, gritting his teeth as he plowed on.
I was wondering if perhaps you'd be willing to accompany me to the store? And maybe you could tell me what brings you all to my little corner of the world? It's like a surprise family reunion, he finished, a thoughtful expression on his tattooed face.
Idris laughed for real this time. It startled one or two of the others around her.
"Sure, why not," she said aloud to what seemed the newest addition to the ever-growing roster of Facility Two Destrillians, standing up and testing her weight gently on her injured foot.
I'll ask about it once we leave. "Shall we, then?" he asked, gesturing toward the front door. Answering the unspoken question on the faces of the others, he said,
"We're leaving to go pick up a few things; we shouldn't be gone too long."
What an unusual bunch, Telran thought, as he shrugged on his jacket in the hallway. As he did so, it occurred to him that the smaller Destrillian -
Idris, he corrected himself - seemed to have nothing to keep out the biting cold of the Audoulan fall.
"Care for something a bit warmer?" he asked, gesturing toward the coat closet, which held a number of spare coats and jackets.
Idris' grey eyes flicked over the indicated closet for only a moment, as if she were noticing the hospitality and not the idea itself.
"It's not too bad out," she concluded, holding up the back of her hand and wiggling her spidery fingers for him to see. Her skin was tough, moreso than normal for her kind, and she could handle the cold. Telran was a Destrillian - he would get the implication.
She flipped a lock of black hair carefully back over her shoulder as she took a sidelong glance at the rest of the group - it was clear she didn't quite trust them all to be let alone together. Then she stepped out of the living room and towards the exit.
As they reached the front door, Telran stopped, then turned to poke his head back into the living room.
"And...please don't burn the place down while we're gone."
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The air was crisp with the coming of autumn as the two Destrillians walked along the sidewalks linging the streets of Crawsus. It was a city where you could get anywhere fairly quickly by simply walking, though some did indeed travel by vehicle. Somehow, Audoula had escaped the ravages of air pollution and stayed fresh and lush through the ages, unlike most of its neighbors.
"So, Idris."
The girl glanced up and to the side.
"Mmm?"
"The last time I saw six Destrilians together was two years ago. Viola," he said quietly. His eyes slid out of focus as the memory flashed through his mind.
"And the last time I saw it was four, but here we are," she said simply.
"What're you getting at, Telran - dodging the question doesn't make it any more subtle when you finally have to ask it." The words weren't harsh, but they did carry the hint of impatience that clearly stated she wasn't used to mincing words.
Definitely the right choice. "What happened?" he asked, with a half-shrug.
"Viola never intended for us to be free. At the second lab, we happened to be set loose when Viola went under. That was two years ago. But you said you've been out for four...before then." Telran paused for a moment while he searched for the right words.
"Why did they set you free, while we remained imprisoned?" he asked, looking down at Idris. He was surprised to hear a faint trace of bitterness in his voice. He hardly ever showed any emotion other than bemusement or mild annoyance. On the other hand...when was the last time he'd had a talk with his own kind?
"Oh don't tell me you don't know," Idris said, stopping on the sidewalk. She gave Telran a critical look, but there was a genuine confusion behind it.
"Know?" he replied, cocking an eyebrow.
So he didn't know, then.
"I thought the news would have covered it, what with Spencer making a break for it, but I suppose I'm wrong." It was her turn to remember, now.
"The facility was trashed by a bit of a wronged experiment. We rode the shockwave out...not all of us made it." Pause. She shoved Eve's face out of her mind and continued.
"We broke out ourselves, Telran. We didn't even know there was a second facility 'till a few days ago."
"Mmm...I see." So they weren't freed - they escaped.
"The news forgot to mention that detail." As they continued to walk, he considered what this meant.
They escaped... "So you've spent all of this time together and still managed to stay off the radar? Impressive," he said, allowing admiration to creep into his voice.
"Define time." A derisive smirk twisted her pale face.
"We've stayed well clear of one another, with one or two exceptions."
It appeared as though Telran had hit a nerve.
"If you weren't near each other, then why-" He stopped.
I can't believe I missed it. "The motel." He said it as though there were no question, yet glanced at his new acquaintance for confirmation. She nodded.
"And between then and now?"
"We've run." It was said in such a way that there really didn't seem any more to it. She started walking again.
"It started with two - Thetis and Kerr, you know them. Blue hair and the perpetual scowl." She allowed herself a small, mirthless chuckle before continuing.
"They dragged everyone else to the motel like magnets. We escaped into the sewers and picked up a few more of the group, Lokka among them. Then we were chased out of the city."
Ah, so that's how Lokka fits into it all. And Black Eyes is Kerr...and here I thought he was insulting me when I introduced myself. "Chased? Must've been a hell of an enemy to chase seven Destrillians and...whatever the other three are out of Artolia." A memory drifted into the back of his mind, a memory of his own border crossing: men shouting, guns firing, searing pain of razor wire as it cut through his skin.
"I take it that's how you got that burn, then," he said thoughtfully, gazing along the street ahead of them.
"Eight, actually," the girl replied, thinking of Kram.
"But one went back to right all his wrongdoings, or something to that effect. And yes." The 'yes' was said a bit slower, as she took the time to glance down at the aforementioned injury.
"But it's healing well. No big deal."
There was another...? This time, however, he was back in familiar territory.
"Would you mind if I took a look at it? It may be more of a deal than you think." Recalling the way she had stood at the apartment (
and how she's walking now, come to think of it), he paused before adding,
"It looks as though it's causing you a bit of...discomfort, is all."
"Discomfort isn't all that bad," she replied with a winsome smile.
"Being who we are, we can't afford to get too comfortable. Besides, I've had plenty worse than this. If it's not almost gone by tomorrow, you can do what you want to it." She set her eyes on the outline of the grocery store that was their destination, nodding towards it to indicate they were almost there.
"I'll hold you to that," came his answer, smiling down at Idris with his lopsided smile.
=====
"So you said there was an eighth?" Telran asked, as he took hold of a shopping cart and began to push it towards the entrance of the store.
"Anyone I'd know, by chance?"
"Maybe," Idris replied lightly.
"Know a guy named Kram?"
"You met Kram?" he asked.
"...well then," said he, bemused.
"Sounds like you know him, alright." The girl laughed as they turned into an aisle to begin with their task.
"He was at facility two, yes," he replied, unable to hide the smile that had been threatening to break out on his face any longer.
"Is he still out to save everyone?"
"Oh, so you definitely know him, then." A thoughtful look crossed her face as she plucked a few different cans of soup from their place on the shelf and delicately tossed them into the cart.
"He's not that bad, really - not anymore. Met him on the way to the motel and I can see why you have the look on your face that you do. But a lot happened between there and here, and he's grown up. A bit."
"Mmm...I see," he nodded.
"Good. We weren't exactly friends, but I'm glad he's doing well. Not dwelling on what happened..." His words trailed off, talking more to himself than Idris. He reached for a loaf or two of bread absentmindedly and slowly placed them in the cart.
"What happened?" the slight woman repeated, arching an eyebrow. The two had turned the corner into the next aisle before Telran replied.
"Well...Kram and one of the other Destrillians. They were close. Tried to escape and failed. Viola did some pretty awful things to her afterward, and then she was gone. Kram blamed himself for not being able to protect her, and he killed quite a few scientists before they brought him down. Put him in stasis." He closed his eyes.
Oh, Tao...may you find peace in the embrace of the afterworld.
Idris said nothing in reply to that, but a blink of surprise did escape her composure. How could she have forgotten? Kram had explained it all to her in Emma's kitchen. He'd explained a lot to her, really...enough that she should have been able to piece everything together much sooner. So much for being whipsmart; having been deprived of a good puzzle for years now had dulled her skill.
They turned into an aisle of frozen foods and the cold air raised the hairs on the back of the metal Destrillian's neck. While they grabbed this and that from the shelves and their list grew shorter, Idris decided it was time to ask.
"And what about you?"
Now it was Telran's turn to be caught off guard.
"Me?" he asked, a tone of genuine stupefaction in his voice, his head turning toward Idris.
"When the walls of Viola came crashing down around your head, where did you end up?"
"Ah." The golden-eyed Destrillian continued down the aisle for a bit, stopping to eye some coffee-flavored ice cream before replying, his back to Idris.
"I find it somewhat ironic that we were freed by a power outage," said Telran, gazing thoughtfully at his own hands.
"We scattered to the four winds; I made my way through Artolia on foot. Broke through the checkpoint at the border, and have been here in Crawsus ever since." He turned back to the cart, decision made - ice cream in his hand.
"One of the gangs thought they would fleece me, and then brought me on when they found out how wrong they were," he continued, expression unreadable.
"They gave me my own clinic in exchange for my services as a cover for their drug dealing. I've never been too keen on the dealing, but...a deal is a deal." He turned back and picked up a few other flavors of ice cream before he spoke again.
"Kept me free and fed, and let me save lives while honing my skills. And my powers as well," he finished, somewhat defensively.
"I see." And then with that voice that told you she already knew the answer -
"And are you happy here?"
This time he could not hide his change in expression from Idris' sharp eyes.
"Not anymore." The silence he got back was worth more than anything she could have said. What would she have said to that anyway, asides from 'I understand'? They were Destrillians - they understood from day one.
This was not a subject he wanted to continue.
"How about you?" He let go of the cart a moment as he pushed to spread his hands in a gesture of deference.
"How have the years been to you?"
"Kind, I suppose. Enough, anyway." Idris rolled her skinny shoulders in a shrug.
"It's been an interesting ride so far. I never settled anywhere - the world's just too big to be happy with whatever little comfort zone you have, right?"
Telran felt the point of her words, intended or no.
Maybe she's right. "Were you happy there?" echoing the storm-eyed girl's words.
"Depends on where 'there' is," she said back, with a playful tone. She pulled open one of the refrigerator doors and took out a carton of milk, placing it down gently on the bottom of the cart.
"For ten people? Better get three," he said with a chuckle. She returned a smile and grabbed another two, then, almost as an afterthough, one of soy, before shutting the door again.
"In Artolia. With the others," Telran continued.
Idris was still facing the cart as he said it, so he didn't see the smile drop for a moment - the pale girl swiftly hitched it back up to where it was supposed to be.
"Remember those exceptions I mentioned? I wasn't one of them."
Her evasiveness did not escape Telran's notice.
"Ah." They walked along in silence for a moment, before he broke it with a murmur.
"A lonely existence, ours."
Silence.
"Maybe. Maybe not." She stacked a few boxes of pizza on top of their growing pile of groceries.
"Things change."
He raised an eyebrow in reply.
"Do they?" Do they, really? "I hope you're right."
"Only one way to find out," Idris replied airily--for all the world she sounded as if she were discussing the whole subject with perfect casualness, but there was something beneath the surface of her lighthearted words. She reached a hand out and picked up a few steaks from the end of the aisle.
"And what's that?" came the reply.
"I wonder." The smile said she wasn't going to let on any further than that.
They continued on in silence for a while, stopping occasionally to pick up things that caught their eye: more cans of soup (in various flavors; baked potato and bacon in particular caught Telran's attention); paper towels (
I just know I'm going to run out); numerous bags of candy (
well, we do have a small child with us); and a handful of other items. As they pulled around to the next aisle, Telran stopped.
The coffee (and tea, but coffee was more important to Telran, at this point) aisle.
Idris looked at Telran, then down at the assorted cans of pure ground-up caffeine. Then back to Telran.
"You're kidding me," she said, sounding almost incredulous in her disbelief. Then again, why shouldn't Destrillians drink coffee?
"Someone's never had a good cup of coffee," Telran said seriously.
"Granted, it tastes awful on its own, but you should never understimate the value of a good cup of coffee." He raised a finger to emphasize his point.
"It has less effect on us than it does humans - no crash - but it's still good at keeping you going, particularly if you haven't eaten in a while."
Idris just shook her head and sighed.
"If you say so," was her only reply, but the joke had returned to her voice.
"I'll be sure and make you some when we get back, hm?" he said, beaming.
"No one makes a cup of coffee quite like I do."
"I suppose I'll try it." She eased a can of the stuff off the shelf, standing on tiptoe to get at it.
"But don't get too upset if I don't like it."
"Fair enough," he replied with a smile.
I'm actually enjoying this. "So, what do you think - tea, or no tea?" he asked, as they paused two thirds of the way down the aisle, where the coffee ended and the store's massive stock of tea began.
"Well Fiona sure isn't going to drink it, and I don't think Thetis will even be able to drink anything without retching it back up, she's so stressed out." Idris shook her head, one corner of her mouth twitching up the tiniest bit as she continued.
"I don't know about Jettison and Nova. Kerr could probably use a cup, he's so tightwound - not that I think he'd take one. Stolz is just weird enough that they might enjoy it. Maybe Lokka, too. Emma would probably think of it as cannibalization," she said, breaking off as her tinkling laugh rang out.
"And Terra m--"
She stopped. She sighed. She didn't know. And it wasn't like Terra was around to tell her.
So many names I don't know, though Telran, sighing on the inside.
"You're probably right about Thetis...though it might calm her nerves a bit. I'm not so worried about Lokka," he said with a slight smile.
"If I know him, he probably needs something other than just water in his system." He thought for a moment.
"I think it's more of a question of whether or not Kerr trusts me enough to drink something I made, though. And...I don't know who the other people are," he said with a hint of surprise in his voice, as though he couldn't believe he'd forgotten to ask something to obvious yet.
"Although I'm pretty sure I can guess which one Stolz is now," he said with a short laugh.
"And I'm pretty sure you're correct in your guessing," Idris said back, although she didn't sound quite right. She was staring at the shelves of tea with a light scowl on her face.
"What's wrong?" Telran asked. The change in her tone of voice had not escaped his notice, and the look on her face made the need to read her body language quite unnecessary. Idris shook her head slightly.
"Just thinking..." she trailed off, then started again.
"Terra. I just hope she's alright."
"She was the one that Mileina took, then," came the soft reply.
Thetis told me the one I saw with green hair and glasses was called Terra. Mileina kidnapped a brunette, though. Maybe she dyes it? She did have the glasses...
"She's the one, yeah."
"We'll get her back, Idris. Don't worry." Telran reached out to place a reassuring hand on Idris' shoulder, then hesitated for but an instant before his hand was there.
"She's going to be okay."
Grey eyes observed the second comforting hand on her shoulder in as many days. Either she made a really pitiful sight, or Idris had just been having too many bad things happening to her at once lately. The latter seemed much more plausible.
"You're right, of course," she said after a pause.
"We'll get her back."
"It must be hard," Telran said, as he withdrew his hand.
"Being the leader of the group, I mean. Having to hold it together for the sake of the others."
"Why would--" Idris stopped in her tracks, giving him a strange look.
"What?" Her expression shifted through a few different choices but eventually settled on half-amused, half-bemused.
"Me? Leader? No, no - Lokka's the one with the plan, and Kerr's the one who got us here. I'm just... keeping everyone together is all." The two Destrillians walked down the fruit and vegetable aisle, each grabbing plastic bags to throw food inside.
"Humility...the sign of a true leader." Telran's expression shifted from one of curiosity to a playful smirk.
"A leader isn't always the one who calls the shots, or has all the ideas," he said, shaking his head.
"A leader is someone that people gravitate toward. Someone who draws and...binds...the group together," he finished with a smile, as he placed a number of apples into a bag. The cart was now full to overflowing, with each new item added to the pile cascading down the mound slightly before coming to a stop.
"Hmmm." The grey-eyed Destrillian seemed to think on that a moment, but ultimately she just shrugged it off with an
"If you say so."
"So who are those other people - Emma, Jettison, and Nova? And why did humans and..." Telran came to a brief pause.
"...and whatever Stolz is come along?" Definitely not human, he told himself. They had reached an aisle for ethnic foods - an aisle he knew all too well, for it was here that many of the ingredients for lasagna were housed. Which didn't seem like a bad idea, as it would produce enough to easily feed the entire group. With enough remaining for leftovers, of course.
"Well, Emma's the one with the red hair and all those freckles," the pale woman began.
"Jettison is the stoic girl with the raggedy clothing, and Nova's the huge guy she's always sitting near. As for the reasoning behind having... people not like us, follow us? To be perfectly honest, I haven't the slightest." She watched Telran as he picked out one or two things off the shelf and carefully placed them in what little space remained in the cart.
"I haven't quite had the time to ask, but it's quite clear that whatever they wanted, it wasn't just a little adventure. They all have their own agendas - we just don't know what those happen to be, yet."
"Somehow, I'm sure we factor into those agendas," Telran said, a cynical edge to his voice.
There's always a reason. There's always something they want from us. They always have some plan for us. Nothing ever changes. He sighed as he reached for another bag of noodles.
"I suppose we'll find out in time."
"We always do." Idris gave Telran a good long look.
"And I see you've begun to use 'we' comfortably by now. Counting on being included?"
"Mmm," he replied, with a nod, then gazed into Idris' eyes for the briefest of moments before continuing.
"There is no place in this world for us, except with each other." We are not meant to find happiness in the broadness of the world.
The words made Idris laugh, for some reason.
"You're telling me."
Telran thought about Idris' words as they walked on - the strangers, Mileina, what they'd been through, herself. Terra. The thoughts churned through his mind like the choppy waters of the ocean in a storm, ever shifting, never resting. His mind was on the odds of returning to the apartment to find it demolished and in a state of utter ruin as they turned onto an aisle filled with nothing but shelves filled to the brim with box after colorful box of cereal.
"Any preference?" he asked, indicating the vast array of whole grains, fiber, and marshmallows that spread out before them - a vast expanse of cereal, as far as the eye could see.
Idris raised her eyebrows - was he serious? Of course he was. The girl flicked her dark hair out of her eyes as she scanned all the colourful boxes around her; Idris, having not exactly had a normal life for the past four years, hadn't often had the chance to acclimatize to regular, everyday routine. There were some things that she just didn't know. Her cereal preference was one of those things.
"Mmm," she said, pressing her lips together in indecision, narrowing her eyes. Had the humans never once thought that maybe they had a bit too much choice? It was ridiculous trying to single out one thing to try amongst all the variety. Slowly, she moved down the aisle, giving each new type of cereal a quick once-over before moving on.
When she finally found what she was looking for, she was surprised as anybody. It had only just managed to catch her eye, up on the very top shelf - the only reason she'd seen it at all was because of the bright orange and yellow colouring on the box.
That's the one, she thought. For a second she thought she might have had it before, but on a closer inspection, she couldn't recall having ever seen the stuff before in her life. It just looked appealing is all.
"Up there," she said, pointing with one finger. She tried to get it herself, standing as high up on tiptoe as possible, but no matter how she strained her pale arm it couldn't quite reach. (Telran's smile grew ever larger with each attempt.) She considered just using the metal in the shelf to knock it down, but thought it better not to risk it.
She turned to Telran with wide grey eyes and a pleading smile showing too many teeth to be quite as innocent as she hoped it would be. Telran wiped the grin off his face, but not quite fast enough.
"Golden Treatos? Simple enough," he said, reaching out to take hold of the colorful box Idris had pointed to.
"Thank you," said the girl, watching as the box of cereal was balanced precariously at the very top of the pile of groceries. The sunny disposition of the stuff portrayed it to be both disgusting and delicious all at once - rather a childish choice, but she figured if she was only going to get to do this once, she may as well go all the way. Telran just smiled at her again...though, as Idris had learned, Telran said many things through his smile, just like she did - you certainly couldn't count on being able to read his eyes. And she was beginning to be able to read the differences in those smiles.
And this one said "oh-look-at-you-you're-so-short-isn't-that-cute."
So she twitched a finger and the shelf broke, and boxes of cereal rained down right on top of his two-toned head. A lot of them.
Telran just stood there, blinking, as wave after wave of cardboard fell upon him.
When the deluge finally reached its end, he had only one word to say:
"Touché."
Idris just flashed him a wry grin.
"Maybe we ought to check out before we're forced to clean this mess up," she said.
"Good idea," replied the golden-eyed Destrillian, flashing a look over his shoulder.
"I'm not really interested in 'cleanup on aisle seven'."
"Nor am I. Shall we?"
"Let's shall." They made a dash for the front of the store, where they waited in what appeared to be the shortest line. The wait was long, as the woman ahead of them felt the need to bring many coupons and not enough identification for her check to be run - and, of course, people didn't stare at the two Destrillians' appearances. Oh, no. Not at all.
As they finished checking out and began to walk out the front doors with their cart, Telran had a sudden thought that brought him up short.
"Um...Idris?"
"Yes?"
"How are we going to carry all of this back home?"
The smaller Destrillian was silent. She looked down at the shopping cart full of groceries. Slowly, her expression became more thoughtful, and if you looked closely, you could see her eyes focus less on the food in the cart, and more on the cart the food was in.
"Well," she began, drawing the word out,
"I might have an idea."
"An idea?" He looked at her suspiciously.
"What kind of idea?"
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The sun had risen higher while the two Destrillians had been grocery shopping - it had raised the temperature just enough to not be considered cold. The warmth from the sunlight contrasted against the frigid breeze and created a perfectly balanced climate, wonderful for walking home in.
Or in Idris and Telran's case, wonderful for pushing a stolen shopping cart home in.
Ah, jeez. I can't believe I'm stealing a shopping cart from the grocery store, Telran thought as they made their way along the street. He glanced at Idris, a curiously thoughtful expression on his face.
This is just the sort of thing she would do...
His thoughts trailed off as they wandered back to her.
No, thought he, shaking his head,
no. Don't think about that. Focus on something else. But what? Think, think, think, thinking I wonder what will happen when we get back I hope the place is still there and Stolz hasn't done anything weird to the carpet I wonder if Lokka will like the tea I wonder how Fiona is ooh that's right I should probably stop by the clinic now that I have the chance...
"Idris?"
The girl looked up.
"Mmhmm?"
"My clinic's not far from here. You mind if we stop by there on the way back? Fiona's stable, but fading fast. Might be able to buy her more time..." he said, ochre eyes gazing off into the distance.
Idris' grey eyes darkened at the mention of Fiona. Fiona, who was still so sick despite the treatment she was getting, who was still holding on through little more than sheer willpower. Who would leave behind a very broken Thetis if she went.
"Why would you even ask that question? Let's go," she replied at last.
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Ten minutes later, they were approaching Astra Clinic. The small, apologetic sign he had placed on the door was still there, though it was clear numerous people had still attempted to gain entry. There was also a note stuck in the door, as Telran learned when he unlocked and opened it. Lightning-quick reflexes enabled him to easily snag it as it fluttered toward the ground, and he read it as he continued into the clinic, turning on the lights absentmindedly as he went.
"Come on in. Make yourself at home - this won't take too long," he said, spreading his arms in a gesture of welcome, and tossing the note onto the vacant desk as he entered the hallway.
"You're too kind." Idris carefully manoeuvered the shopping cart into a safe place, and then spent a good long moment just taking in the sight of the clinic, the way her years of training had wired her. It was a small establishment, but professional - the gang Telran had mentioned before had certainly been willing to pay up for his services. From the number of chairs set out, it seemed as if the place saw its fair share of business; the air smelled clean and sterile, but not so much as to make her wrinkle her nose in discomfort, like Viola used to.
Once her brain had decided it had enough information on the surroundings to be satisfied, she took up a delicate perch on the edge of the desk against the wall, watching the doctor move around his clinic.
Telran went into his office and looked at the phone. The answering machine had far, far too many messages on it for his taste. His face fell, and, with a resigned sigh, he pressed "play" and let them start to rattle off as he went about his business. He first checked that window (after last time, he wasn't having anyone else entering when the clinic was closed), then, deciding it was secure enough, went back out into the hall and passed into exam room one.
"So what do you think?" he called.
"It's nothing fancy, but it does the trick."
"It's nice," Idris called back, swinging her legs a little bit.
"Feels efficient, but well lived-in. You're lucky."
"Lucky?" he asked, returning to the waiting area, a number of medications in his hand as he began storing them in the messenger bag he always left here for this very reason.
"How's that?"
"This place was... is? more than just a clinic to you. I can tell." She closed her eyes and took a deep breath.
"There's this warmth to it. Happy memories are plentiful here."
"Ah." Telran's reply was more terse than usual, even taking his taciturn nature into account.
"Happy memories and warmth, huh?" His face lost its own warmth entirely.
"It was more the company than anything else."
Idris opened her sharp grey eyes and observed Telran's expression. She didn't say anything - again, the silence did more than any words could. She just sat very still, and thought quietly about what that sentence meant.
The sign on the door had been there a while. Why had that been? The other Destrillian had his own office down the hall, she knew that, but here she was sitting pretty on another desk. A clinic couldn't be run entirely solo. The slight woman glanced down near her hand, where a nameplate lay innocently.
"So where is she, Telran?"
He stiffened.
"Dead," he whispered. There was an exhalation of breath as he closed his eyes.
"She's dead," he said softly.
Instinct confirmed. Idris curled her toes inside her ballet flats.
"How close were you?"
"I wonder." His tiny chuckle was completely devoid of mirth.
"She was my only friend. It..." He looked out the window thoughtfully, searching for the right words.
"...it might have been more, had things turned out otherwise." He turned to face Idris, his eyes slightly glazed, the light in them gone, blinking slowly.
"Someone used her to get to me. They killed her right in front of my eyes. I watched her die." He slowly closed his eyes again.
"I couldn't save her. It's been six days," he said hoarsely. His golden eyes opened again, and he moved his bag to the floor as he sat down on the chair it had once occupied.
"It doesn't feel that way, does it." It wasn't a question. The pale Destrillian slipped off the desk and took up a new seat closer to Telran. She sighed.
"Who was the aforementioned someone?"
In the brief moment of silence that followed, the sunlight streaming through the window grew dim as a large cloud passed overhead. Telran's eyes glowed with fury.
"I have no idea." He looked Idris dead in the eye.
"But I will find them." He spoke this last quietly, yet with an undeniable venom.
Idris thought about that answer. Eventually, she nodded her agreement--and now it was her turn to delicately place her hand on Telran's knee.
"You have other friends, now, you know," she said, trying for a tone that was kind without being pitying. He didn't need pity.
Telran's turned his head to look back at Idris, golden ochre on steel grey. His gaze retained its fierceness for a fleeting moment, and then both it and his face softened somewhat.
"Friends?" he asked, his voice colored by curiosity and skepticism.
"From what you've said, you can all barely get along - much less be friends." The sunlight returned, the cloud having passed on.
It took every bit of her iron willpower to keep the girl from reacting to that sentence.
"Rephrase," she replied, with a voice that was an odd mix of exasperation and determination.
"You have another friend now."
"Another friend, huh?" he said thoughtfully, as though he were considering the prospect.
I wonder. "Well then," he said, his face slowly breaking into a smile.
"Thank you, Idris," he said, offering her his large hand.
One can never have too many friends. And our kind tend to have precious few to begin with.
The relief was evident on her face for only the most miniscule fraction of an instant before she fought it down; she clasped his hand warmly in both of hers, returning his smile with the grin only she could pull off. Then a question popped into her mind.
"What was that note stuck in the door?" Idris inquired, glancing around for where he'd put it.
"Ah. That." He stood, walking over to Alessa's now empty desk, and picked up the slip of paper he'd tossed there before.
"It was a note, yes." He raised an eyebrow, watching her for a reaction to his next words.
"From another of the Destrillians from the second lab."
The small girl's laughter rang out in the otherwise silent clinic.
"Why does that not surprise me?" she finally said, shaking her head.
"I would've been more shocked if you'd said it was somebody who'd felt the need to write a particularly scathing letter about how you'd closed up shop temporarily and stuck it there for you to see. Really." Her eyes danced with the sort of satisfied amusement she'd had when they'd stolen the shopping cart.
"So who are they?"
"Oh, don't worry. I'm sure I'll get one of those soon enough," he replied darkly. Handing her the note, he said,
"His name is Castiel," though it was entirely unnecessary, as his name was signed at the bottom.
Idris read the note - or she started to, anyway, before a terribly unladylike snort escaped her.
"'Bright Spark'? Slick," she commented.
"Not my choice of nicknames, trust me," he grumbled. The other Destrillian just flashed him a wicked smile and continued on. In moments she had finished scanning the small slip of paper, and set it down on the chair beside her, a perplexed look scrunching up her pale brow.
"'Our mutual friends'," she intoned, looking up at Telran.
"How does he know we're here? I mean, the Keris doesn't exactly fade into the background, but..." She cast a quick glance about the clinic, as if expecting somebody to be hiding in a corner, watching.
"Your departure from Osea wasn't exactly...low key," he replied, a playful note to his voice. His expression hardened somewhat, and suddenly.
Doesn't explain the message though. Even then, how would he know they're here? Does he know they're here? Said he has "information". What information? Must be important, or he wouldn't have bothered. Hmm. "Strange that he would have left that, though. When he was here, he barely said a word. One word, in fact - my name." He frowned.
"I wonder..."
"So he's been here before - why didn't he stick around the first time off?" the pale woman asked, tilting her head to one side a bit.
"Hm." Telran stroked his chin before replying, as if considering.
"No idea. Made his way in through an open window one night with a nasty cut on his arm." He'd made sure to check that it was locked just a moment ago - no one liked unexpected guests.
"I was walking around, trying to clear my head a bit, and found myself standing outside. Came inside as he fell in - nasty cracking sound his head made as it broke my floor. He passed out on the floor...didn't say a word to me after he woke up. I'd sewn him up, and then he was on his way," Telran finished, spreading his hands in an almost shrug.
There was a quick silence as Idris processed the information, before she nodded in acceptance.
"Seems like he's regretting that decision," she started, plucking the note up off the seat and handing it back to Telran.
"Or at least, he's found some reason to come back to you. Are you going to call him?"
He gazed at it for a moment.
"Good question." He picked his bag back up, then slipped the note into a side pocket.
"I'll have to think about it." He looked over at Idris before explaining.
"He was a bit of a loose cannon...unpredictable. Met the same fate as Kram, in the end - sealed away in stasis. And after what happened with Mileina...we must be cautious."
"You're telling me. That's twice now that another one of our kind's screwed us over." Idris stood up, brushing off her dress lightly.
"I think all of us've learned to watch our step around other Destrillians." She eyed the bag in Telran's hand for a moment, and wondered exactly how much of what was in it would be needed to do the job it needed to do. How much had he even been able to do for Fiona in the first place? Idris thought back to how Fiona had looked at Telran's place: not dead, but certainly not healthy. A question formed itself on the tip of her tongue.
"How much more can you do for her?" she said, nodding a little at the bag of medical supplies.
He frowned in reply, brow furrowed.
"Watch our step", and then that question...so she doesn't trust me, then. Then again, I suppose I can't blame her for that. Thanks so much for that, Mileina. But then, I could be reading too much into it...might not have meant that at all. And she hasn't done anything to warrant suspicion, either...in fact, she's been very nice. Why do that if she wasn't serious? Wouldn't make sense. "Friend"...this is going to take some getting used to. "Honestly? Very little." He sighed.
"Whatever she's been poisoned with is something I've never seen before. The most I can do, without a real cure, is slow it down a bit." He looked at the metal Destrillian, his gaze hard, voice serious.
"She will die without it - there is no other option."
"All right." It was all she really could say. She nodded, almost to herself, and picked herself up to go get the shopping cart from its place in the corner.
"We ready to go, then?"
Compartmentalizing...and she says she's not the leader. He nodded.
"Unless you've changed your mind and are just dying to have a Cherry Honey bandage," he said with an impish grin lighting up his features.
"It's the most popular, you know. All the children go crazy for them - sometimes I think they get hurt just to see which one they'll get."
"Children will be children," Idris responded with a laugh. She grabbed hold of the cart with one hand and dragged it backwards out of its resting place, swerving it around to face the exit.
"I wouldn't want to be the person to take that one last bandage out of the box - they might cry over it. Or worse, they might hunt me down and tear it from my poor delicate wound."
Telran rolled his eyes.
"It wouldn't be the first time, believe me." He closed up his bag, then carefully situated it in its familiar spot at his hip, strap going up and across his tattooed chest and neck and over his shoulder.
"But that's Audoula - everyone feels entitled," he said, a touch bitter. These children got to fight over who got the best bandage, while he, and the others, had been robbed of their childhoods entirely. They had no idea how lucky they really were.
"Don't they just?" She shook her head in derision, clicking her tongue.
"Giant mansions and acres of private backyard and any lesson they can ask for. Spoiled to all hell."
Telran arched an eyebrow.
"Sore subject?"
"I just--no." The pale woman stopped, the slightest of frowns creasing her brow as what she'd said caught up with her.
"Not really. It's... the truth, isn't it though?" She found herself almost actually asking for confirmation on that point.
He smiled kindly.
"It could be. I wouldn't know...what little of my childhood I remember was spent in a tube, if you recall."
"Quite." She shook her head.
"Know how you feel there."
The pair began to walk out, Telran turning off the lights along the way. As he locked the door behind them, a thought occured to him.
"Idris?"
"Yes?"
He hesitated for a moment.
"This...this is probably a stupid question, but...do you...remember?" He looked at her, the question in his eyes, along with curiosity, and a sort of hunger - a hunger for the truth. He realized the question might need clarification.
"Before, I mean."
The Gunmetal Glint's step faltered. She stopped, looking up at the small white clouds that had filled the sky since they were last outside, and then let a soft sigh escape her.
"Some. More now than a few days ago - there was this... event," she said, not wanting to go into detail about their adventures in Jettison's nightclub,
"during the escape, that opened things up to me a little more, I think. Not even particularly much. It's less of a rememberance and more of a new possibility of remembering, whereas before it seemed pretty damn impossible."
I see. The Destrillian with the two-toned hair had another of those far-off looks on his face. The words came slowly as he spoke, almost as though he hadn't heard Idris at all.
"That's...good. Maybe, someday, I will be able to have even that much." He shook his head.
"What I wouldn't give to know." A sigh escaped the tall, golden-eyed male.
Idris shifted her left foot in its flat as she scrutinized her companion.
"You mean to say you've never remembered anything? Not even dreams? Nothing?" Every Destrillian she knew had had at least one strangely familiar flashback in their cryo-sleep - hearing of someone who hadn't simply added further to Telran's oddity.
He spread his hands.
"Nothing." An expression flitted across his face, quick as lightning, gone almost immediately - it could have just been a twitch.
"But..." There was a pause here, infinitesimal, before he began to stroke the right side of his neck - his tattoos.
"It seems unlikely to have been Viola that gave me these," he said quietly.
"So they were always there, then," Idris said, shifting her focus to the markings on the Destrillian's skin.
"I'd wondered." She narrowed her eyes in thought, slowly beginning to push the cart forwards again.
"Well if Viola couldn't even get rid of the physical remnants of whatever past you have, the chances're pretty slim that they got the rest of it out of you, either. I'm sure it's still there, somewhere."
They walked along in silence for a while.
"Thank you, Idris."
She arched an eyebrow beneath her wig.
"For what?"
"For listening. Talking. Humoring me." He looked her in the eyes; it seemed to him (though it could easily have been a trick of the light) that they had lost their cold, steel grey feel, though their color had not changed a bit. He felt...warmth coming from them.
"For your friendship."
Idris considered the words carefully; she studied Telran's strange, pupil-less eyes as she did so. Was this sort of familiarity new to him? Or was it just that he'd never had another Destrillian around to understand? She'd done nothing out of the ordinary, after all.
Nothing out of your ordinary, she reminded herself. It was true - when compared with most of the other Destrillians, Idris Savage could look pretty human, when she wanted to. Could
be pretty human, when she wanted to. And humans were much better at the whole communication spiel than her kind could ever hope to be. It went against every fibre of their beings to be otherwise.
But maybe not hers.
"Is that all?" she said, her elfin grin lighting up her face.
"Well, you're welcome for it, Mr. Miara."
He smiled in return.
"So," he said cheerfully,
"shall we see if our luck held out while we were gone, or if my home has exploded and we need to run for our lives from the military?"
"Been there, done that, and all I got was that lousy Keris," Idris retorted playfully, pointing with a finger at the aforementioned vehicle, parked in the near distance. They were almost back, and there was no tower of smoke to indicate that anything had gone particularly wrong since they'd left.
So much the better.