Eerie
Fire and Blood
iIt's true that there are a lot of gaps, and I don't want to be all 'you must follow my headcanons or else, but the extent of the Lu hatred puzzles me, given that other chharacters can be redeemed from things like actual murder.
Just to say, I don't hate her. I have literally zero feeling, in good or bad way, towards her character because I never played DoC nor watched it over at YT - I do intend to *try* to play it in Ever Crisis, so that's why I'm not watching it, to leave some surprises.
From the OG only and her rather short apparition, I would say that whatever she did, in her own opinion, doesn't count as atonement. She just did the things she deemed as 'right', but I don't think she did them in order to be able to live with her sins (I feel like I'm not very clear here...). She seems to isolate herself from the world - it is the form of atonement she has chosen, but I felt strongly in the OG that if she could she'd rather be dead. I also don't feel like she's chosen to face it because in the end she runs away from other people's gazes and judgements', including Vincent's.
Unlike other villains who redeemed themselves more gracefully (or even our main characters in Avalanche), Lucrecia suffered from excessive self-blame. I think a part of it is a fatal flaw in her character, and a part of it is that her losses are far more personal and a direct outcome of her increasingly self-reinforcing shitty choices.
I think this is true, it's literally what I just wrote - I wanted to go back to what I wrote earlier to check with this current answer and this caught my eyes.