Ravynne Nevyrmore
that one Lucrecia fangirl
- AKA
- Ravynne
source: http://members.fortunecity.com/sephkatana/ff7stuff/ff7sc.htmlFinal Fantasy VII said:Cloud
"Hojo! Stop right there!!"
(Hojo does not turn to face them. He merely continues his work.)
Hojo
"Oh... the failure."
Cloud
"At least remember my name! It's Cloud!"
(Hojo stops working but still does not turn)
Hojo
"Every time I see you, I..."
"It pains me that I had so little scientific sense..."
(He resumes.)
Hojo
"I evaluated you as a failed project."
"But, you are the only one that succeeded as a Sephiroth-clone."
"Heh, heh, heh......... I'm even beginning to hate myself."
Cloud
"None of that matters... just stop this nonsense!"
Hojo
"...nonsense?"
"Oh, this?"
(He finally turns to look at Cloud.)
Hojo
"Ha, ha, ha..."
"Sephiroth seems to be counting on the energy."
"So I'm going to lend him a hand."
Cloud
"Why!? Why do that!?"
Hojo
"Quit asking me why, you moron."
(He walks up to look Cloud in the eye.)
Hojo
"Hmm... actually, you might be cut out to be a scientist."
(He turns back to the panel.)
Hojo
"Energy level is at...... 83%. It's taking too long."
(He resumes his button-pressing.)
Hojo
"My son is in need of power and help. ...That's the only reason."
Cloud
"...your son?"
Hojo
"Ha, ha, ha... Although he doesn't know."
(He begins to laugh so hard he has to stop working.)
Hojo
"Ha, ha, ha... HA, HA, HA...!!"
"What will Sephiroth think when he finds out that I'm his father?"
"Always looking down on me like that."
"HA, HA, HA...!!"
Cloud
"Sephiroth is your son!?"
(Hojo resumes his work once more.)
Hojo
"Ha, ha, ha..."
"I offered the woman with my child to Professor Gast's Jenova
Project."
"When Sephiroth was still in the womb, we took the cells of
Jenova..."
"HA, HA, HA!!"
Cloud
"I can't believe you're the one who did this..."
"The illusionary crime against Sephiroth..."
(Hojo stops and calmly turns to face Cloud. They stare at each other for a
long moment, then Hojo begins to laugh.)
Hojo
"Heee, hee, hee, hee! No, you're wrong!"
"It's my desire as a scientist! Heee, hee, hee, hee!"
(He stops abruptly)
Hojo
"I... was defeated by my desire to
become a scientist."
"I lost the last time as well."
Obviously, this is the scene at the top of the Sister Ray, before the party fights Hojo. Much of what he says is cryptic and insane anyhow, and possibly steeped in poor translations, but what do you suppose Hojo meant when he says, "I lost the last time as well?" What did Hojo lose? When?
He could possibly be referring to the first time that the party encounters him, when they free Red XIII, but Hojo's statement that he was "defeated by his desire to become a scientist" would seem to predate that, and "I lost the last time as well" predate his alleged defeat by his desire to become a scientist.
Furthermore, his sudden serious moment of introspection would indicate that this loss that he refers to might be something more personal to him, as personal as defeat to his life's ambitions would be. There's a group of Hojo and Hojo/Lucrecia fans out there who believe that the loss he refers to is the loss of Lucrecia—that, in his desire to pursue science, he allowed it to defeat him by causing her to "die." But I don't believe that he held Lucrecia in high enough regard for the loss of her to have affected him so deeply.
He could refer to his inability to actually take his wife's affections away from Vincent in a more possessive sense, but his dialogue left vague in case the party had not met Vincent, and/or also to conceal that something so petty bothered him. But that wouldn't seem to be affected by his "desire to become a scientist."
He could refer to his failure to ever reach the level of Gast's genius or surpass the man professionally while he was still alive. (Hojo had to kill Gast before that could ever happen.)
He could perhaps refer to something that happened the "last time" Sephiroth died.
Or he could mean something else.
What sayest thou? What happened to Hojo that, at this moment of truth, he would have thought of himself to have "lost"?