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Aerith cannot be a willing sacrifice. She cannot be Pink Jesus who dies so that we may live. She just can't. That would be a complete travesty, and Nojima and Nomura know this. I am willing to accept that she foresees the possibility of her death. Death is always a possibilty, after all. But she has to go to the Forgotten Capital believing she will triumph and return. She has to.
Wholeheartedly agreed.
Aerith's motivation is that she's doing what she has to no matter what, but she's very much afraid of it. She's even more afraid of it now that she doesn't know what's actually out there for her, hence her line about missing the steel sky and being afraid of not knowing what will happen. I think that her leaving the party to go to the Forgotten Capitol, is her trying to protect them from any potential consequences, so that they're all kept safe for when she returns. I think that she's doing it with the belief that she can't let the others be in danger as a result of what she's trying to do, because she doesn't really know what that danger actually is. It's why her path parallels and balances Cloud's path.
Aerith goes alone to summon Holy and expects to tackle those challenges on her own to keep the others safe against an unknown danger – but she dies & Holy gets trapped in the core of the Planet by Sephiroth, forcing the party to continue going into danger to face him.
Cloud finally commits to leading everyone else to go up against the clearly known danger of Sephiroth against all odds, and because it's a point of no return he's fully prepared to die while trying to save the world – and instead of dying heroically like everyone else he's known who did that, he's left to survive.
It's why their awkward relationship in the story always pulls on each other so hard – because there's never any way where both of them live together or both of them die together. One of them is always left without the other, which is what makes both of their sacrifices ultimately selfless – because they each lose each other by committing to the more important path, and they have to go their separate ways.
(Plus, Tifa & Zack exist in their respective realms, so it's not all bad once they get past the guilt of not being able to be there for the other person, and it's still got a way to paint that as a fate for both of them where they're not constantly mourning for the other person).
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