Laughs!!! *Get’s up from computer desk and does a little dance*
I have yet to meet someone who didn’t like Zack from the absolute beginning! I mean, I am kind of neutral about Zack. He isn’t my absolute favorite, but I don’t hate him either. I just always thought he was just one of those charismatic characters that everyone adores, but to meet someone (More or less) that finds Zack irritating…just made my day. I am not making fun of you, just saying that it was the best part of my day.
I don’t think it’s that he’s a “Braindead jock” or anything of that sort. I just think he has a very romanticized view of SOLDIER, and the company he is working for. His ultimate goal is to be a hero, and it kind of blind-sided him to the atrocities…I am not sure if that is too strong of a word, but I’ll use it for lack of a better word…that happened within the walls of the company he worked for. He was indeed a child, and acted and thought like a child ((I feel like I am quoting the Bible right now)), and really just only saw the world with child-like wonder.
Also, he had Angeal as a mentor. That could have shaped his opinion of Shinra as well, in the sense that Angeal was portrayed as a very honorable guy (not saying that he wasn’t, just saying for rhetoric sake here.). He had strong opinions of what a true hero was, and he expressed them to Zack, and through that he could have thought that if Angeal thought Shinra was a good place…then it must be.
However, when Genesis rebelled against Shinra, and Angeal more or less went with him, it hit Zack very hard, and I think that was the turning point of his…child-like demeanor. After that I think that he started to realize something was not right, but carried on working with Shinra because he didn’t have all the facts. As far as he knew, and as far as anyone who knew anything let on, Angeal and Genesis just went mad, and abandoned their position and honor as SOLDIER.
As sad as it sounds, and little cold-hearted, I think a lot of his earlier attitude was because life in an army hadn’t hit him yet. He was shielded a lot in the hardships of events that soldiers experience being in an army. Even after all the things he experienced being in SOLDIER, he remained optimistic because that is apart of who he is. He wasn’t going to let what happened to him break him and destroy who he was.
It actually kind of reminds me of the song, “Hero of War” by Rise Against, how the young soldier had a romanticized view of being a soldier, and then as the song progresses he realizes that it isn’t “just metals, and scars,” but it is his job, and his pride as a soldier that keeps him going. Also reminds me of what the soldiers thought about WWI until after they experienced war and drunk themselves to death, and nearly went mad (if they did not). All in all, I think it was because he was a child more or less.
I think it’s a combination of things that makes Zack who he is, early in the game, and I have only mentioned a few. Though, I must say, thanks for putting that out there, Octorawk. I really do mean it when I say your post was the best part of my night. It was a fresh new opinion I had yet to hear of. Thanks for sharing!