PS As said before I am Aerith fan first and foremost, I just want her to be happy, so if in rebirth/third game we see adult Aerith and Zack kiss/make up I'll accept Canon, I hope she will be happy and none of cheerleading Cloud, the grass is always greener type thing if that's the story the devs want to tell.
I doubt I'll ever feel the same about Z/A I do C/A, I didn't grow up with it, it isn't my experience, my memories, but if it's Canon in ending it's Canon, I won't ship C/A anymore, but will be happy for Aerith and if she's happy.
Man, this comment turned out a LOT longer than I initially expected.
You can ship things that aren't canon you know. In fact, I'd argue that that is what shipping really is. I never really consider myself to ship characters that are canonically together because what is there to ship? It's simply the story as it is. I see shipping as more of a wish.
Although I suppose that when something is explicitly not canon then the wish is dead as well. Regardless, I don't think that Aerith and Zack being together would invalidate the general concept off "I just like the fantasy of her and Cloud as a couple". I mean, if it did then her dying back in 1997 should have been enough to end the ship. If Aerith had lived and Cloud and Tifa gotten married with children you'd at least be able to hope for a divorce, but death is pretty definitive.
As for me, I never grew up with the idea of Aerith and Cloud, when I played it back in the day I didn't really see them as romantic as far as I remember, or at least there was no shipping or theorizing. I just played the game and took in what happened as it went a long. I wasn't as shocked as others I think when Aerith died, since I don't really remember that, what I remember more strongly is what I felt during the lifestream event and the unveiling of Cloud as "just another grunt". Young me just went "ah ok, so he loves Tifa and the whole Aerith thing was because of this Zack mix up" as a settled matter. A required plot point to get to the real brilliancy of the game; the reveal of Clouds fake persona and how his feelings for Tifa (and Aerith and zack) mixed into it, that was what really blew my mind, not that a character died, but that the hero of the story WASN'T special. It was only years later, after Advent children, and after being a bit more mature, that I really noticed the deeper story being told concerning Clouds fear of failure, ptsd, etc, and developed a deeper appreciation of the story.
Because of this I also don't consider myself to ship Cloud and Tifa, because as I see it that is simply the story of the game, I don't really think my wishes come into play. The reason I dislike the idea of Aerith and Cloud has less to do with me just wanting Cloud and Tifa to be happy together (I didn't even like Cloud when I was young), and more to do with me thinking that Aerith and Cloud being romantic just clashes with all the themes that I found so amazing about this story. It's not that it's completely irreconcilable, but near enough that the effort required to make it fit feels unseemly when compared to the elegance of how well every puzzle piece fits together without it.
Needless to say I am not a fan of the remakes focus on changing destiny and whether or not Aerith lives. I feel that the shock factor of Aeriths death has overshadowed the storyline that really made FFVII great. Although there is some merit in the idea that Aeriths death being "the twist" serves as an effective shield against people discovering what I consider to be the real twist.
I also didn't develop any special affection for Aerith until crisis core, so for me Zerith is "what I grew up with and experienced", it's Aeriths dynamic with Zack that finally made me really appreciate the character the way others did. If there is one thing I "ship", it's seeing them reunited since that's something we've never experienced, seeing Zack die in Crisis Core absolutely broke me and rather than anything to do with Cloud and Aerith that is the "what could have been" happiness that I feel was ripped away, even Aeriths bond with Cloud feels more appealing to me through the lens of him helping her come to terms with Zack, rather than it just being a romance. So after that any reunion that is blemished by complicated stuff surrounding Cloud sounds unappealing to me.
It all just makes me think "why can't we just have nice things?" I know this story doesn't have a perfect happy end, and I don't want it to, but at least it can have a fulfilling one. A resolution that gives us the satisfaction of knowing that at least Cloud and Aerith were both reunited with the people they really wanted to be with in a way that makes narrative sense and gives everyone closure. I don't like shipping happiness for 2 when I know that the story is perfectly set-up for happiness for 4.
There is just one image that always makes me flounder and wish for a happy ending, this image of the 4 of them together in happiness:
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Ultimately though, I just want Aerith and Zack to both be dead and me not get what I superficially "want" anyway, since what I really want deep inside is an amazing story, and imo that story is the one where the point of Cloud and Aeriths journey together is how they help each other. That Aerith helps untangle the Cloud/Zack mystery by finding his true self, the self that always loved Tifa and whose ultimate happiness was to be strong enough to protect her. Guiding Cloud to the "promised land" by showing him that when he was himself, he kept the "promise" and achieved his wish. And Cloud, as Zacks living legacy, helping Aerith come to terms with her past (and future) by indirectly fulfilling her one wish of "I want to spend more time with you", meaning metaphorically that even in death, Zack managed to fulfill her wish through his living legacy. In some way, he managed to get back to her..... I don't know if this story was this tightly written by design or if it just emerged by lucky coincidence from a story that was never meant to be deeper than a "choose your own waifu route" game, but the story is now there regardless and I feel it is so insanely powerful and well written that I just don't want it marred by any insertion of a Cloud and Aerith romance with no deeper meaning than just "well, they just kinda like each other more than their exes", I want them to be happy, but not like that.