Whoever is my anonymous nominator, I want to send you something aesthetically pleasing - something to stimulate the taste buds, or fill the nostrils with the air of my appreciation. Seriously, though, it's very much appreciated
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(and feel free to forgo your anonymity to me via PM; I'm curious and full of gratitude)
However, and I mean not to put down my anonymous nominator's consideration as such, but I must veto my nomination.
While I love the idea of helping out, becoming more active and something of a contribution on the forums, and for the sheer sake of being someone to turn to when issues arise, offline life is a touch unpredictable as of late. My dad has been made officially redundant last week, and his health and moods are like a roller coaster. Not to sound dramatic or to push reason for pity and understanding, but I reckon it'll be a miracle if he even lives the rest of the year. Household affairs have already taken an odd turn this week, and things could go a little astray for a while.
So, even though I don't think there's a sense of pressure involved (and Lord knows I've a lot of other duties offline) and not something even necessarily time-consuming, it's still one less thing I'd like on my mind. The turn from browsing TLS casually to browsing TLS as a good show of faith as a mod or a sense of duty is, as of this period, something I think I ought to pass up on for now. This month could be an odd one, and I would not like to think I could gain the role and subsequently become inactive as a result of home affairs and more. But I certainly wouldn't rule out any future opportunities when I feel a stabler ground beneath these goings-on.
TL;DR - Thanks but no thanks. Very genuinely I mean this. Home affairs growing unstable - wouldn't want to risk suddenly become inactive afterwards. Later is a brighter dawn.
Good luck to everyone going forward
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Fine names, all.