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heyoooo
I'm going to try to speak from the heart eh?
Lately, it's been hard finding enthusiasm for running events and the like for TLS and I've been questioning whether it's time for me to step down as Community Manager.
The experience has been tremendously rewarding for me and I've learnt a lot about myself and what I'm capable of through the responsibility and even gained a bit of confidence that would swell every time something I wanted to make happen came together and for that I'll always be thankful. But between real life kicking my ass and my struggling to find, again, the enthusiasm to put time into the community, I haven't felt as though I have been able to do the title justice. And that's no good.
So, after the holidays I'm going to take a bit of a break from TLS, I reckon, both to assess what I want to do so far as my place on TLS is concerned and to take the time to address some pressing real life matters, such as finding a new job and possibly moving locations. And tbh... to see how much I miss doing what I have been doing. When I come back, I hope I'll have an answer as far as want I'd like to do with the CM position, whether it be to step down or approach the title in a different way. Of course, if I take too long in my 'soul searching' and I end up getting replaced, that's fair game too
I decided to post about this now instead of at the end of the year cuz I thought it'd be pretty shitty of me to be like "Happy New Years everyone oh and btw deuces!!"??? So right. I hope to go out with one last shebang with the Awards, Movie Night(s), and Game Night and then like.. things will be chill for a bit I reckon. S'all good cuz we'll be so preoccupied with the upcoming Remake anyway!!
I reckon you'll still be able to reach me via discord. I also reckon that that's all I have to say for now. Arigato!!