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Harbinger O Great Justice
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I lurked on AC.net and continue to lurk here. The most active I've been with posting was with the release of FF7R, and even that wan't consistent.
I sure would like to be more involved with the community, but it takes me way too long to write something. I often second guess myself with thoughts like "does anyone really care what I think" or "I don't want to be a bother." And when I do feel strongly enough to post I'll easily spend an hour finding the right words and making sure it flows nicely.
Like this post alone was 30 mins lol.
Gosh, I relate to this so much - like if a post takes 15 minutes that's "fast" for me. For what it's worth, you're not alone!
Don't ever worry that it takes too long to write things or that you might wax & wane through consistency in your activity. A huge reason why I'm still around on the Forums & not on the Discord is that I can't keep pace with large-scale, real-time group conversations like that. I love that I can take up an inordinate amount of time to say big or little things, and that I can rewrite & revise things a billion times, and even after I post it, still know that there're things that I want to revise about them, but just chalk that up to the nature of communication.
It is always comforting knowing that other folks are the same way, and if it helps anyone lurk less or be more inclined to post from time-to-time, I'm all about that!
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