Bye.

[Joker]

This isn't about 'who's had the most run-ins with suicide'.

I also didn't say I disagreed with you - in fact I concur completely - but you're being too harsh, and too soon. Delicate issues take a gentle hand, dude.

 

[Super Mario]

One has to agree with kimble here, I think we have to handle this issue with a delicate touch until she has enough courage and esteem to face it with her head high rather than kick her down. It'll only complicate matters and make things worse for both parties, I know I'm merely repeating what Megs advised but its true and its best not to be antagonistic to the girl, let her face her issues first by seeing us and making sure we know what can be done than just making fools out of ourselves and being utter assholes by making a mockery or unwanted antagonism.


Can we do that for once? come on.

 

[Alex Strife]

Yukari, you...!! We were worried, you know?? Don't ever do this again; it didn't feel nice, we were fearing for your safety.

For God's sake, we care for you, so don't!! If you need anything, contact me. Just drop me a PM if you think I can help, okay? You have plenty of people here and I don't want to overwhelm you. But I'll repeat it; if you think I can help a bit, or if you just want to talk things over, consider sending me a message.

We love you but we don't want you to do this ever again!

 

[Kobato]

Que is right, I used to be much worse than this, much worse and my group of friends just stopped speaking to me. Que is right, people get tried and start to think that your just doing it for attention. It may sound nasty, but it's reality.
I've lost... so much friends in RL because of this depression. I hate it, it's destroying everything.
I take depressions and medication and I see a doc about every three months, but I need to stop being so damn sensitive and get some tough skin, and I didn't mean to sound so emo before about feeling like Hitler thing, I just feel... really, really horrible about it. I've made people really worry and get scared, and that's just wrong, and not being really a good member of this forum here. I feel like, just horrible and bad for making people worry.

Making people worry isn't very nice....

 

[Celes Chere]

Hun, no matter how hard it may get no matter how depressed you feel, please DO NOT post about suicide. Unless you really feel like you're going to commit it right at that moment. Can ask... did you REALLY feel that way, or were you just hopeless? I just don't want something like that being tossed around, even if you are depressed. And remember, plenty of people are here for you as stated but it's up to you to come to those people. It's good you've got medication, but instead of turning away from us and assuming things, confide in us. There aren't any bad people here.

 

[Mariketsu]

All these peeps on the forum have shown you they do care so let me tell you something my dad has always told me (and my bf effectively doing the same)..

'To assume is to make an [ass] out of and [me].'

I mean this in a good-hearted way xD. But as they said, don't assume that no one cares for you or no one likes you. Yes, it's true not everyone will like you but you DO have friends here. Don't be afraid to talk to us on the forum if you feel really down.

*hugs*

~ Raz

 

[Terrafig]

Do you think more frequent sessions with a doctor a psychiatrist would be beneficial? In serious cases, it's not uncommon to have someone on speed dial, and if you feel like it's wrecking your life, this might be a sever situation.

And, while I agree with Celes, please do mention something if you are feeling that way. The folks here have demonstrated that we'll take you seriously, and it's much preferable to calling for help by actually doing something.

 

[LicoriceAllsorts]

You might want to also think about getting involved in some volunteer work, if you aren't doing that already. You clearly need to start feeling better about yourself, and volunteering might help you do that, when you see yourself making a real, positive, practical contribution to somebody else's life. In that kind of situation they wouldn't be judging who you are; they'd be happy for what you do. I think that as human beings we are always happier when we make others happy. Easier said than done, though; I know.

Sorry if that was way out of line. I just wanted to say it. I feel like we all feel your pain here and want to help.

 

[Ⓐaron]

I believe this has already been said, but I feel it needs to be emphasized: If you're at the point where you post about committing suicide on a public forum, you really ought to seek professional help. There's no shame in it; large numbers of us have done so already ourselves. Most of us are just a bunch of teenagers and twenty-somethings with big egos and little actual expertise in psychology (I think Omega is studying it and most of the rest of us have basically none whatsoever). The small amount of help any of us could give you, especially when we don't even know you in person, is trivial compared to what you could get from a trained therapist; if you really want to recover your best bet is to see a professional in person.

Anyway, I'm glad you're still alive. Don't scare us like that again please.

 

[Max Payne]

Are we certain this isn't just this kid trolling for attention?

Because I dunno, a lot of these fucking posts seem suspect.

 

[Bex]

I'm sorry...

I've done a very stupid thing, and I hate myself right now for being so selfish and self- centered.

I'll never forgive myself for this.

I just... I'm no worse than Hitler...

I just... I'm no worse than Hitler...

no worse than Hitler...

u trollin?

 

[Octo]

Are we certain this isn't just this kid trolling for attention?

Because I dunno, a lot of these fucking posts seem suspect.

I prefer to err on the side of caution in these instances. I don't think the alternative is ever worth risking. I have never been bothered enough about being 'trolled' for that kind of thing.

 

[Max Payne]

I prefer to err on the side of caution in these instances. I don't think the alternative is ever worth risking. I have never been bothered enough about being 'trolled' for that kind of thing.

If this is all bullshit then it is an insult to everyone who has ever gone through this sort of trauma and that bullshit shouldn't be tolerated in the least.

I don't really care whether or not being trolled bothers you, it's irrelevant.

 

[Octo]

Ok, so in that instance we are weighing up the possibility of insulting people who have gone through this bullshit (which is quite a few of us by the sounds of things) VS the possibilty of someone commiting suicide.

Not a gamble that I would want to take.

 

[Max Payne]

Ok, so in that instance we are weighing up the possibility of insulting people who have gone through this bullshit (which is quite a few of us by the sounds of things) VS the possibilty of someone commiting suicide.

No "we" are not. I'm voicing my suspicions given the nature of these posts.

Honestly, I will admit it wouldn't be much hair off my back if someone would seriously commit suicide for such a stupid reason for all of the reasons Aki mentioned. I've said my piece regarding this entire affair, but I just want to know if this shit is legit or not.

No point in playing white knight over a terrible ruse.

 

[Octo]

You're not going to find out if its legit or not are you? It's an impossibility.

I admire that you have your convictions when it comes to this stuff, but just because you don't give a shit if someone is going to top themselves or if they have sufficient 'justification' for it....I dunno man. I just think theres a time and a place and this isn't it.

Anyway whatever. I really don't want to argue with anybody. I'm already pretty uncomfortable posting in here as it is. :/

 

[Dashell]

Okay since Dacon said something and didn't get in trouble, may I voice something as well?

 

[Alessa Gillespie]

i just

idk suicide is pretty much always stupid unless you know your death is coming and you want it on your terms (like cancer and junk) or if you are just terrified of what will happen to you (like early onset alzheimer's and shit).

fuck you guys i didn't make my modest demands to not make stupid decisions thread for shits and giggles 3>8(

 

[Max Payne]

You're not going to find out if its legit or not are you? It's an impossibility.

We've figured shit out before. Why would it be an impossibility now? We've debunked car crashes, suicide attempts, and all kinds of bullshit.

I admire that you have your convictions when it comes to this stuff, but just because you don't give a shit if someone is going to top themselves or if they have sufficient 'justification' for it....I dunno man. I just think theres a time and a place and this isn't it.

I don't need justification on the internet, just like everyone here doesn't need it to play white knight to a stranger who clearly likes attention and doesn't care how they get it.

I don't give a fuck about what people deem appropriate. There's never a "time and place" for any of this crap. The idea that there is some sort of optimum time for anything like this is a complete fallacy.

It bothers me that this could be some fake cry for attention, when my friends are going through so much awful shit all over the place and dealing with legitimate problems that could actually cause them to resort to shit like this.

I'm already pretty uncomfortable posting in here as it is. :/

Find a nicer thread that doesn't upset you so?

 

[Geostigma]

I once really wanted to commit suicide. Back when i was addicted to cocaine. I even made a leaving thread on ACF about it much like this one (minus the "you all hate me sentiments"). The one thing that really made me feel better was the first post in that thread which was one by Aaron which was something along the lines of

"You better not be serious about this An Hero stuff gabe" , followed by a few more lines basically detailing that what ever it was i was going through wasnt worth the the pain i would put my family through.

I didnt make the attempt, though sometimes i wonder what would have happened if i didnt bother to read the posts in that thread.

Hopefully this thread isnt serious and we are just being trolled. Because on the upside that means someone is still alive.
If you are trolling us though, thats not very nice of you to use something that people really suffer or have suffered with as an excuse to get people to post in your thread.

 

[Dashell]

STUPID QUEX POST WAS HERE

 

[Geostigma]

Regardless of your opinion your not in her mind, you could be the person who pushes that last button.
If you dont know how to deal with people who claim to be suicidal (as proven by your last post) then you have no reason to be in this thread.

If you want your silly little opinion to be heard, make a blog about it or another thread. Dont put it in the same thread where a person claims they may be willing to hurt them selves because she believes theres some people out there that are willing to attack her and make posts exactly like the one you just made.

Dont be an idiot. Be gone quex.

edit:

I'm sorry but this doesn't seem like a normal person with depression. yes, everyone is different, but no one I know who has ever had depression this bad, has ever taken every single chance to say so

Ever been depressed or dealt with depressed people dr. quex? A good majority of depressed humans (dependant on severity of depression mind you) are looking for a method to vent and also to be heard. Depression =/= "Amagawd i wanna commit suicide every 3 seconds"

 

[Dashell]

you're right, I can't do it, I have no balls

I'm sorry but this doesn't seem like a normal person with depression. yes, everyone is different, but no one I know who has ever had depression this bad, has ever taken every single chance to say so

Yes I have, even tried to kill myself once and been in a hospital... something just seems off here and I don't want people getting trolled like this. Know what I mean?

 

[Ⓐaron]

Hopefully this thread isnt serious and we are just being trolled. Because on the upside that means someone is still alive.
If you are trolling us though, thats not very nice of you to use something that people really suffer or have suffered with as an excuse to get people to post in your thread.

She's posted since the OP, but the people who are sure she's trolling us about being suicidal are far more confident about that than I am. Just because a person has shown signs of being an attention seeker in the past doesn't mean they're incapable of also being suicidal. Actually, the two often seem to go hand in hand.

And honestly, if we are getting trolled, big fucking deal. It'd be a lot worse if she was serious and actually killed herself. I've been so depressed I saw no point in leaving my room for years (this is a large part of the reason I did not graduate college until age 25) and I still wouldn't be that upset if it turned out to be a troll.

 

[Geostigma]

you're right, I can't do it, I have no balls


Yes I have, even tried to kill myself once and been in a hospital... something just seems off here and I don't want people getting trolled like this. Know what I mean?

No i dont get what you mean, honestly to me it just seems like your the one gunning for attention. Not aeris.
edit:
Just saw your edit, i retract my statement i guess