(I'm about to cry... This game is truly turning into a lost in translation nightmare for me.)
Aerith doesn't know or understand things as they come; she needs to work around them a little to understand them, that's why she's trapped in a labyrinth. Because she needs to take the good route to "know things".
Your read on Aerith is a
lot different from mine. I think she understands
exactly what's going on but she doesn't know how to convey her thoughts in a way that makes total sense to the party just yet. Or she thinks it's too soon the info/lore dump on them that she's aware for past events. I realize she's half problem solving out loud but... it's kind of mind numbing for me. I personally don't like when characters speak in code with the expectation of people to just follow along when they can just answer in simple terms. (Sephiroth does this shit, but he's literally making more sense than Aerith to me now.)
So, until this story shows me otherwise, I'm working with the idea that she knows way more than she's letting on, and I don't just mean about og events.
I don't really think that she's meant to be sad all the time when she sees rain... The first time, she had a vision about Zack and Cloud, and it reminded her that the sky had taken Zack. That's why I always say that at this moment, she was forced to let Zack go, because she finally understood that. The second is because she indeed has a connection with Zack, and she feels that something is wrong with him, although she doesn't know what yet.
Aerith's reactions to the rain feels like two different people, and I really suspect there's a reason this scenario was repeated in what feels like a few hours later. Cloud isn't concerned about her well being in the rain the first time around, so what makes now, outside of Kalm, any different? Are we supposed to see that Aerith is more comfortable with the rain after being outside for a few hours? Is she finally okay with being out of Midgar and from up under the protection of the steel sky? Why is she happier now in the rain, in relation to Zack, if she was only holding onto the
hope that he was still alive? She doesn't act like he's dead during the game. Why feel uneasy now that he's alive, but never mention being uneasy the whole time he was dead? Why feel that something is wrong about a man you think is dead
at all?
This is why I think she feels off, because her connection to the Planet and that
sense of just knowing things is gone. Aerith just hasn't figured that out yet. Edit: Or this is unrelated to the planet and Aerith feels knots/uneasy because she can suddenly feel/sense that Zack is alive. Like, that must be such a strange sensation right? And she doesn't know that's what this feeling is because it's new and different. Unease and knots doesn't have to be bad.
When is part 2 coming out to make this make sense?
She doesn't mention changing themselves at all, but changing their lives... which makes sense, since they're trespassing into Destiny's Singularity. That's why Zack seemingly survives (although we know jackshit about which reality he does survive in...) and why her own fate may be at stake.
In any case, I can only understand the English version, so it's all I have to work with, but thank you for showing me these differences. LOL! I like both, but "
change our lives" feels a lot more...
absolute. Passing through the Singularity or not,
leaving Midgar to hunt down Sephiroth would change them going forward. And if we're just talking about Aerith's fate, whatever these changes are literally can't be any worse for her because in the og events she just...
dies. Her fate going forward
has to be better than that right?
Also, this scene and Aerith's line... is completely different from the French version. Dear god... Did they switch where some lines come up for the French version? Aerith tells the party her portal is "Destiny's Crossroads" a moment or so prior to this in the English version.