Hey dudes, how you guys been? (It's not like I DIED, folks, lol)
You know what pisses me off? Or rather what has been pissing me off lately?
Getting close to someone that constantly uses humor as a defense mechanism. Or whatever it is.
Yeah so basically, long story short, I've started talking to an ex (not that one) from a long time ago again. We get along well, but the problem is basically is that she uses humor as a shield for EVERYTHING. Literally every conversation she wants to have is something that's funny or something. Great, yeah, I like laughing too, I can make her laugh, she's funny, yadda yadda, but after a while it does get tiring and I'd like to actually talk to her, about well, anything, really.
The ratio of 'something funny' conversations we have to 'something/ANYTHING not funny' is like, a million to one, and she has the nerve to say that I'm 'awkward' when we hang out because I'm unable to actually maintain being funny for several hours straight (I literally do not really know how to initiate regular conversation with this person anymore). It was the first time in forever that we hung out and I was so used to the 'JOKE ABOUT LITERALLY EVERYTHING' girl that the 'ACTUAL PERSON GIRL (who still fucking joked most of the time)' knocked me off guard and I pretty much acted awkward turtle the entire time.
I've known this girl a real long time (we haven't spoken for a really long time, years though, until very recently), we have a history, and we know each other pretty well, and well, I kinda want to be able to be able to actually make decent fucking conversation once in a while. She's not stupid, she's not vapid, and she's very intelligent, so I know that it's there.
I'm willing to put in some work towards this, because I'm curious to see where it goes.