“Huh?” Tears began to fall from the corner of her eyes.
“Huh?”
She wiped them away and blinked repeatedly.
“How strange…”
She couldn’t pretend to be ignorant of the emotions concealed within her heart. She envied the three of them. They made her realize that she was all alone.
It's meeting up with Wedge, Jessie and Biggs that made her realise how lonely she was. For the first time too, she saw real friends and that made her envious because she lacked it.
“Yikes!” Jessie sat down on the bed and patted the seat next to her. “You can tell your big sister all about it.”
Tifa sat down on the bed as well. After some thought, she let her emotions take control and began to tell her story from the moment the Soldier lost his mind and set fire to her village until the present day. The more they talked, the more it stirred up feelings of regret. Shouldn’t she try to find out the truth about that incident? And yet, she even felt like her debt was a form of escape. Once she got it all out, she wept.
Jessie's behaviour in Remake is, to me... well I don't like it at all. But I'm really glad that Nojima took the time to develop their friendship there. Finally, the scene where Jessie dies in chapter 12 makes sense; looking back, this is not so much about Cloud's feelings regarding Jessie's death (although they accurately describe a young guy who doesn't know what to do because one of his friends is dying in front of him), but rather, Tifa's feelings, which is why she weeps that hard. Jessie is the very first friend she made in the slums - one of her age anyway.
“I am Yuuri Romana, a mentor in the studies of Planetology. I would like to speak to you about the relationship between us and the Planet and of the Planet’s life. I’m sure those of you who are watching this video already know all of this, but please bear with me. To tell the story of our Planet’s life in my own words is, I believe, the only way to pass on the study of Planetology to future generations under this oppression.”
In the video, Yuuri Romana spent thirty minutes talking about the relationship between Planet life and human life. When a person dies, their body decomposes and returns to the earth. But the spirit is absorbed, and becomes a source of life, circling within the Planet and enriching it. Thus bringing new life into existence, and then returning to the earth’s surface. Life changes its form and dwells here and there, in everything. Life is eternal, and the Planet will be their eternal vehicle.
So, there it is. Avalanche's belief in the Planet. I think it's the first time we've heard about the Planet being eternal, uh? I do wonder if the devs modified this bit or if the characters are wrong. It may even be simply a figure of speech to give hope.
“When people die, they disappear. Nothing is left. Since I always thought of it that way, I found the studies of Planetology fascinating.”
“Shinra Company’s the one who brought that up—That people disappear when they die. They’ve got it down to a science. Before them it was the Republic that taught us that when people die, God would condemn them to either Heaven or Hell. And way, way, way before them, the ideas from the study of Planetology were widely accepted.”
So we find out that Shinra was the one who made up the "you die, you disappear" belief - which was an easy out of "oh no we're using the Lifestream which depletes the Planet's strength and kills it little by little" I guess. No hope in such a world.
Before that was the Republic, which is the period when Aerith's church has been built I guess - so it does hold up the theory that no one does pray there anymore. Heaven, Hell, this does look a lot like christianism, uh? FFVII feels more and more like our world. And before that was the Ancients and their belief that probably propagated until the Republic spread out - who knows when that was though, compared to the Cetra's ending?
“Nibelheim is right here with you, and your dad is right here with you too.” Jessie cupped Tifa’s face in her hands. Her touch was warm. “You’re not alone.”
Tifa placed her hands on top of Jessie’s and said, “I haven’t been alone since the day you first came here.”
Jessie’s eyes widened. Flustered, she broke away.
“Oh my god! That’s so sweet of you to say!” She brought both of her hands up to her cheeks, looking extremely flattered. “Well, see ya!”
Forget about all the ships, I present you Jefa? XD No but seriously though, we see it right there as it was being pointed out when Tifa was working with her village's elders: Tifa has become the living memory of Nibelheim. The whole village, as well as her father, they all live with her. Which strengthens her position too for the Lifestream scene which is to come.
“Learning martial arts, fighting, and how it can lead to a person’s death. Things that are so obvious. Why didn’t I think things through?”
“You weren’t the one who killed him.”
“Yeah, I thought of it that way too. I tried to convince myself of that. But it’s not like that. When we fight, we do so while staring at death in the face. Our opponent’s or our own. If we’re not prepared for that, we shouldn’t be fighting. There must be something we want, something we wish to protect, even if it means taking a life. If we don’t have that, then, even after winning, the only thing left is regret. This is a price which is too great to pay for meager satisfaction.”
“Humans are troublesome creatures.”
“Yes, we are. Especially me.”
I really enjoyed this passage with Red XIII. Here we see Tifa who, at that time when she fought the Shinra grunt (think about it! It could have been Cloud!), realises the extent of her power, and what it means to fight. This cast a whole new light on her not really wanting to fight at the beginning of Remake. What's that Spidey's line? With great power comes great responsability? Something like that, probably.