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Disclaimer - I don't own this book (yet?) myself, and I didn't do the translations and am not sure who did. These have been floating around the internet. Someone recently posted a nice compilation, and I added a few I had collected as well. I'm not sure if this is the complete list of diary entries but does seem to go through the game.
For context, Final Fantasy VII Dismantled (Kaitai Shinsho) was released in 1997 and re-released in 2000. It's an official guidebook that was a precursor to the Ultimanias (published before Squaresoft became Square Enix). It's a very heavy book with lots of game info, and also included "diary entries" for the characters at various points in the story. If I've missed any, please let me know, but otherwise, enjoy!
If you know whatever kind fan did these translations, please let me know so I can credit their work.
Cloud: the Shinra Train
I was once a SOLDIER of Shinra Company.
Five years ago, I was only 16, but having worked inside Shinra, I totally understand what makes this organization dreadful. Producing military supplies at the beginning, Shinra is now a corporate entity affording "Mako" energy, which is necessary for daily life, and has become a mega-corporation.
Tonight, I'll wage war against Shinra. Hired by the anti-Shinra group, AVALANCHE, I joined the mission of exploding the first reactor in Midgar.
I'm not interested in AVALANCHE's fanatic faith in “protecting the Planet’. No, I don't know since when, I've lost interest in everything. But what I can ensure you, is the antipathy and hostility toward Shinra that smolders in my mind. Since the day five years ago...
It's about time to start the mission, let's pray that there'd be no other SOLDIER disposed beside the reactor.
Cloud: in 8th Street
After successfully blowing up the first reactor, we decided to disperse once and run away separately so as to avoid attention. The rendezvous would be the station in 8th Street, last train form Midgar. People were confused about the news of terrorist attack, and the street was dim because of the unsteady supply of Mako energy.
Here I met a flower girl. She's a girl with impressive eyes. She's around my age, or elder by one or two years. But the innocent radiance in her eyes simply makes her suddenly look younger.
Unexpectedly, I came to think of the color of my eyes. Bathed in Mako energy, they shine a pale light, and this is what labels me a SOLDIER. For me, it's the mark of my enemy, Shinra, so I desperately want to erase it.
"Excuse me, what happened?" She asked me the question, and I bought a flower from her, which is rare in Midgar. Maybe she's pleased that the flower was sold, because the worried look on her face had vanished.
If this smile costs only one gil, it is a good purchase.
Barret: in the group's base
Damn I'm so pissed! Surely the mission went well. To be honest, Avalanche is understaffed. In such situation, it really is a great success to break down one of Shinra Co.'s most important installations.
But what the hell is this guy !? This ex-SOLDIER of Shinra was brought back by Tifa and was a childhood friend of her, but I just don't like him ! It's true he's the man, but all his concern is about money, and money only! Jackass... Have I told him that we're fighting for the sake of saving the Planet's life? I think Cloud is the kinda guy who only works for money. Shinra and Avalanche is no difference to him as long as the money is plenty!
What pissed me off to the utmost is this Cloud fellow seems to get going now, like he has nothing to do with the second mission. Damn! Tifa went upstairs and seems to persuade him right now...
Ah, I have to save another 1500 gil as Marlene's tuition... Dammit! I'ma need to subsist on water for a while.
Jessie: her moment of introspection
Something terrible just happened... Originally, I was confident of passing Shinra's ID scan easily, but who'd know my special-made ID card for Cloud happened to be the only one that missed the accuracy?... I don't know a crush can even make one's fingers out of control. How careless!!
...Oh no, this is not the right time for babbles. Cloud and the rest of the gang were leaving for the 5th reactor, but soon after their fake ID was verified in the train, Shinra's defense network would dispatch guards to catch them. It's OK if they incriminated us "bomb terrorists", but I hope we won't get any innocent citizens involved.
Ah, here comes a newsflash: "Bomb Terrorist Again ! The function of 5th Reactor was terminated." Yes they did it! Ah! Barret is back!
...Huh? Where's Cloud? What? A trap? Cloud fell from the Plate ? What should I do...? It's all my fault!
Cloud: awoke from a nap
It's quite amazing. Earlier, I met the flower girl, Aerith, in the Sector 5 Slums, and now I was received at her place. I seemed to have fall down, from the 5th reactor to the Slum underneath. The Church's roof and the flowers Aerith grows alleviated the impact of falling, so I survived safe and sound.
For some reason, Shinra is keeping an eye on her. When we were at the Church, a guy with a strange tone came to take her. The name is Reno, his clothes shows exactly that he belongs to the Turks, a secret troop of Shinra, which undertakes some dirty works that never go public. Why does the Turks want to capture her? They called her "the Ancient"...
Well, it's midnight already, seems about time to leave for the Sector 7. Aerith said that she'll show me the way. But if I let her, it'll be hard to tell who's the bodyguard. I'm gonna slip out of here.
Tifa: in Don Corneo's Mansion
Hum... I was in a complicated mood today – I was happy, but somehow, I felt annoyed at the same time. Though I needed to get more information no matter what, it's still risky to visit Don's mansion by myself... that notorious lecher! I knew I should have settled my determination, but I couldn't stop my teardrops.
Cloud came to rescue me (and dressed like a girl!) when I was thinking that I might not survive this time. Therefore, I was very happy. I thought I had an illusion when I first saw him in the park.
It's just that... I was displeased at the way Cloud and another girl soon became good friends. Well, Aerith is a very good girl, I was fond of her soon too. No wonder...
Besides, what really makes me angry is this Don Corneo ! How dare he ignore me and Aerith, and choose Cloud as his partner without a second thought ? How !? Probably because Cloud perfumed himself with cologne and wore a tiara and even a beautiful dress... Anyway he was still rude!!
Barret: fighting desperately in the pillar
What a crap! Those Shinra bastards had lost their minds ! It's true they're planning to blow up the pillar of the 7th plate. What the hell would happen afterwards ? If the plate of 7th Street falls, everything in the slum over there would be destroyed ! Everything ! Thousands of people, no, they intended to get everyone involved, so as to wipe us out, AVALANCHE ! 7th Heaven, our base, everyone, Marlene, all will be gone...
Dammit! I would never let it happen! Before the gun on my wrist breaks-no, I'll fight against Shinra till my last breath! Damn I can't hold on this long, where is Wedge ? It seems Biggs and Jessie are fighting as well... Well, I hope at least Tifa is safe, she and that Cloud, I hope they'll survive.
Oh great... Now I was even struck by hallucinations, cuz I saw Cloud climbing up the pillar. Am I at my limit...? Huh? Is he for real ??
Cloud: in Aerith's house
The 7th Street was ruined. We couldn't stop the explosion at the pillar's Plate. Biggs, Wedge, and Jessie are gone. Though they were nice folks... Besides, there's a large number of deaths, people who believed Shinra, and those who didn't....
And then, Aerith was kidnapped. In exchange with Marlene's safety, she was taken away by the Turks. If only she wasn't involved in this battle, between me and Shinra...
Aerith's mother told us that she's a foster child. And because she's the last survival of "the Ancients", Shinra was after her since she's little. So far, it seemed the Turks had never tried to forcibly take her away in violent manner. They just persistently asked for her cooperation. But, Shinra was entirely impetuous this time.
If Shinra changed the strategy all of a sudden, then no one can guarantee her safety I need to get in Shinra building. I need to rescue her... by all means !
Barret: in the rest room
Ouch !! The muscles of my feet has stretched to the fullest. The idea of "taking the stairs for 59 floors because the guards there are scarce" is a big mistake! Maybe it's easier if we just raid on the building and smash the enemy right in front... Tsk! Am I this old?
Anyway, after we reached the 60th floor, the guard security seemed to get loose. They had never expected that we'd be able to break through and came here... Those carefree fools. There are some staffs murmured cuz I don't look like any one of them. But little doubts didn't make them cry for alert.
Here we met the mayor of Midgar for the first time, and the feeling was bad. Seriously, he's just a dummy administrator who takes care of all sorts of data. He was very discontent with Shinra, so we got the card key without much effort. That's why I can take a break in this rest room...
Erm, Tifa, can I ask for... a little massage on the legs ? Ah, she left already?
Aerith: Rescued, being excited now
Cloud, you came !
When I arrived Shinra Building and was handed over to the man called Hojo, I couldn't help thinking that I won't be able to escape anymore. I don't know why but that man gave me the shivers. The way he looked at me is like measuring a piece of experimental specimen...
In short, he wanted a hybrid from RedXIII and... Oh forget it, I don't want to talk about it. Anyway Professor Hojo is absolutely a weirdo!
Although Red told me that "the acting was to throw Hojo off guard”, he seemed quite serious at that moment. He does look like a savage beast, however, he is more human than most of the mankind. Like what he tried to convey, we should cherish this Planet. It's just... I can also feel the excessive strain, he seems to push himself too hard.
And Cloud really is a hero! To Tifa, and to me as well, he'll come wherever we're in a pinch! Well, as for the one-date payment, I think I should make it two!
Tifa: while she's waiting for Cloud
Something bad is about to happen, I have a hunch about it... It's like Hell inside Shinra building... From 67th floor where we got caught, corpses were scattered everywhere. "Slaughter" is the only word I thought of to describe the scene.
I hate Shinra very much. They killed people of the 7th Street like trampling on insects, so I used to wish they'd be gone as well, all of them. But I had never expected to see it happen this way, even though it was the body of the hateful President, Shinra. The Hero Sephiroth - the SOLDIER that changed my fate, is still alive. I know for certain that the sword stabbed into the President's back belongs to Sephiroth. I still remember the feeling of being slashed by the same sword five years ago... Finally, the memory that day was cut short by the pain.
Cloud knows what happened that day. Therefore he's also confused at Sephiroth's appearance here. But... What confuses me even more...
Cloud, is something I can't recall no matter how. At that time, were you...?
Aerith : in Gongaga
I was a little surprised that this village was Zack's birthplace !
Although called my first love, that doesn't mean that we became particularly intimate. I encountered him by chance as a flower vendor in Midgar. It was good for a little while, so I thought A friendly, childish SOLDIER, who gave kindness to girls. I encountered Zack and began to think that even a good natured person can work for Shinra. Therefore, 5 years ago, when Zack departed somewhere on a mission and he seemingly disappeared, I cried considerably. Yeah, I call this first love. Mother got angry at Zack when she saw me like that. That matter made him completely at fault.
At first when I met Cloud, I believed he was similar to Zack. Little actions, the way he spoke... His kindness. But Cloud is Cloud. I, now undoubtedly, love Cloud much more than Zack.
But Cloud is clueless.
Tifa: Gold Saucer
I, hadn't known about this. Barret had lost his hometown...
North Corel is a horrible place. This small town fell into ruin and was swallowed up by the dry sands of the desert... Anyone still living there now must have lost their sense of feeling. At least in the slums of Midgar, people had energy and the ability to dream---
When ShinRa's army attacked Corel Town, Barret blamed himself for what happened. It was he who agreed with ShinRa to have a Mako Reactor built. The survivors of the town also blamed him and called him 'death'.
But, they were all wrong. It's so terrible, ShinRa even blamed the destruction of the town on a Mako Reactor explosion.
Right now, I understand Barret's feelings a little. When the Sector 7 Slums were crushed, I also knew it was because AVALANCHE was there. I couldn't stand having nothing to blame...
Barret still loves Corel. He was the bad guy for trying to get people to understand... But, it's so hard...
Aerith: Inside Cloud's dream before she leaves
Cloud... can you hear me? I'm talking to your heart while you sleep right now. I hope this reaches you okay, like when I hear the voice from the planet.
Sephiroth is trying to summon Meteor by using the Black Materia... He's trying to wound the planet badly. If Meteor really does fall, then everyone's going to die. People, animals, flowers... The life on this planet will disappear completely. The only one who can stop it is the last surviving Cetra. Me. I realize that. That was the duty of the Cetra.
So, leave Meteor to me. You just think about yourself, Cloud. Remember your own ways... So you don't have a breakdown. Well, I'm off. When it's all over, we can meet each other again.
Oh, Cloud... I enjoyed our date at the Gold Saucer. The view from the gondola that night was really beautiful. I'll never forget it. I'll never forget you, Cloud...
Cloud : The Icicle Area~Forgotten Capital
Aerith is dead. Right in front of my eyes...
I couldn't stop Sephiroth. She was in my reach, and all I could do is stand there and watch as his sword ran through Aerith.
Aerith used to smile all the time, like a flower. But, Aerith won't smile anymore. I won't be able to hear her innocent laugh again. What did she do? Why did Aerith had to be killed ? What am I supposed to do about this anger, it's like endlessly boiling up and burning up my body. Yet at the same time, I'm afraid. Like a chill coming from the core of my body.
When I found Aerith there, offering up some pray, what did I try to do? If my friends hadn't stopped me at that moment, I would have struck my sword down onto Aerith. It was something separate from my own will... It was like when I gave Sephiroth the Black Materia...
Who am I? I'm ex-SOLDIER Cloud... right?
Tell me, Aerith!
Tifa: In Prof. Gast's house
Since then, Cloud didn't say much. He was never the type to be talkative, only spoke when necessary traveling through the north. I don't know what to say to him now. Cloud doesn't seem to have lost Aerith only, a piece of him also seems lost.
We saw an old video document in this house. Here is the house where Aerith was born. It was the place that Prof. Gast was living in the shadow with Aerith's mother after he severed his connections with Shinra. We also saw the moment that peaceful time was torn apart.
Hojo of Shinra...he is crazy. He is a satan of science that clings to his desire of research and has lost his heart. Hojo knew Prof. Gast's whereabouts, but waited for a long time until a child was born between them. Then, he kidnapped Aerith and her mother right after birth and killed Prof. Gast... Without any guilt. Aerith's fate might have spiral down from here.
I can't forgive Hojo. As Aerith's friend. As a human. Never.
Tifa: In the Lifestream
I have something which I have not been able to talk about for a very long time... Every time I try, my chain of thoughts is broken and words are lost. Just like Cloud's and my own memories, they're all---
But, I won't turn my back on this, I can't. Cloud will never be himself again if I continue to avoid opening old wounds.
So I talk...
On that day 5 years ago, I waited for a long time. I believed the SOLDIER who was sent to Nibelheim from ShinRa would surely be Cloud. However, another SOLDIER came with Sephiroth and he was not Cloud. His hair was black. He was young and cheerful... He talked a lot with me, too. He told me that he was born in Gongaga, which was far to the south. His name was--- Zacks.
Cloud's memories were different from reality. No matter what, I believe in him. He must be Cloud of Nibelheim. I'm sure of it because he still holds tender memories from our childhood...
Try to remember, Cloud. I won't run away anymore—
Cloud : Sea Bed, Forgotten Capital
When she died, Aerith's expression was calm. Finally, I was able to know the reason why. Why did Aerith braved the dangers all alone and go to the Ancient's Capital, what for? We couldn't even think about it. We were so sad at her death, we didn't even try to find out the meaning to it. Even though, Aerith told me, I'm the only one who can stop Sephiroth...
"Holy", the ultimate white magic to combat the destructive magic "Meteor". The only way to save this planet from being destroyed by a meteorite. Aerith had already called Holy. In exchange for her own life, she left us... She left the planet the hope for a future.
But Holy still haven't activated yet. Because somewhere, he's stopping it. Aerith ... will your life be lost in vain ? You'll see, we'll defeat Sephiroth and release Holy's power. I'm sure of it.
We'll save the life of this planet you loved.
Cloud: before the last battle
I can feel it... from up north. He's storing up some unbelievably powerful energy. The path of destruction might be the only one left for us, no matter how much we struggle. We might just die a little before the planet, without Holy activating...
Even so, I have to fight. To settle my past. To be myself. And, above all – to free her frozen smile.
And Tifa's here with me. I'm not fighting alone, that's what Tifa taught me. Everyone came back. Barret, Cid, Red XIII ... Cait Sith taking part by remote control, while evacuating the citizens of Midgar. Vincent, who despite his cold attitude is really hiding a burning fighting spirit. Yuffie, who put up with her motion sickness and came back. Everyone each has their own reasons to fight. And they're all tied to the life of the planet.
Let's go, to the Northern Crater! She left us hope, now we'll release Aerith's wish!
Edit to add Ultimasamune was able to confirm there are indeed many more diary entries! Unclear to me so far if anyone has translated them or if they are available online. (Ultimasamune kindly posted a list of the full glossary of diaries, so please refer to their comment!)
Edit again I was provided with the raw Dismantled pages so I can work on translations for the missing pieces! I don't know how long reddit will let me make comments but I'll add them here until it stops me lol. Note - my Japanese is all right but I'm not a native speaker and definitely not a professional translator, so these translations are for your guys' enjoyment only!
Barret: On the Loading Platform [Escaping Shinra HQ, Disc 1, Midgar]
Ugh! That asshole Cloud has to do things so flashy. Outside the building were swarms of Shinra armed forces. They took one glance at me and started firing like a gaudy orchestra. Apparently, that bastard Rufus said we were the ones to arrange the murder of President Shinra. Easier to blame the terrorist organization AVALANCHE than the officially-dead Sephiroth. That shithead. As expected, this time, there's no way out. At least if Aeris can escape this siege..
Just as I decided to go on the offense, Cloud showed up. Using the display bike and cars, we jumped down from the second floor onto the highway. Haha! I thought I was used to things getting rough but this is the first time I've been this fired up! You don't care at all, Red XIII!
Huh? Behind us.. what the hell? Bikes and some huge asshole are chasing us!
Cloud: Recollections of Nibelheim [In Kalm, Disc 1]
Sephiroth was alive...
I will never forget the sight of that horrible day 5 years ago, when my hometown Nibelheim was destroyed. The fire engulfing the town. Everywhere I look, the corpses of people I've known since I was little. My mother, who was always worrying about me, was dead... no, murdered. All from his, Sephiroth's, madness and hatred.
Sephiroth lost his mind at an old research facility in Shinra mansion, located on the outskirts of town. No, maybe I should say he woke up? Sephiroth was an Ancient, artificially manufactured based on the life-form JENOVA, which was discovered in an ancient layer of rock strata.
Naming himself the Planet's ruler, Sephiroth abandoned his humanity, burned down the village, and slaughtered everyone. I pursued him and confronted him in the Mt. Nibel Mako Reactor... and from there, my memory ends. Relying on the fact that I'm still alive, I wanted to believe that Sephiroth was dead. However, he is still trying to exert domination over this Planet. He is humanity's enemy...
We have to settle this, once and for all.
Aeris: Being bounced atop a Chocobo
I wonder what happened to Cloud. Since he talked about the man called Sephiroth, and sometimes his face becomes frightening. When I talk to him he seems to return to his normal self quickly, but...
Since then, Tifa is also somehow acting strange. After thinking about it for awhile, she suddenly shook her head and seemed to forget something. But no wonder. Both of them watched their hometown burn down and their loved ones get killed... Both Cloud and Tifa are frustrated. So we are pursuing a black-cloaked man that apparently resembles Sephiroth.
At first, we didn't buy a materia for catching chocobos at the Chocobo Farm. It was naturally expensive... but thanks to that, we were able to be chased by Midgar Zolom in the wetlands. It's such a huge snake, it's impossible to defeat, so we all gotta relax.
I wonder if the wetlands are about to end... Wait, what is that? A dead Midgar Zolom? Is this really Sephiroth's doing?