Bitching and complaining is over.
I got a hold of the lady and she said everything was fine and that she was writing down when I'd be arriving when she got back to the office. Oh god so much relief I KNEW in my mind this would all be completely fine, but getting the 100% from her saying to me yes that is fine no problem makes me feel WAY WAY better now. Now to start booking all the stuff I've been putting off because I wanted this to be 100%.
And special thank you to everyone who's been listening to my bitching and complaining would have been so much more stressed if I didn't have such awesome friends. I love you guys. <3