Yeah, I don’t deal with fanfiction at all but if I was to write one that dealt with that particular conflict in Cloud and Tifa’s relationship, I’d specifically place it during the brief period between Case of Tifa and AC.
Not that they
couldn’t have other conflicts later on or even the same conflict for that matter but I would think however it’s portrayed, it would be shown in a way that feels more like a natural extension of their development instead of retreading old territory, whether the relationship is depicted as getting stronger or falling apart.
I mean that development could very well be Cloud and Tifa separating for good if you wanted to go in that direction, or it could be them going deeper (in more ways than one
). I’m mostly thinking in terms of what makes for a less redundant story. If you wanna make a better version of AC, might as well have it take place
during AC, right?
That said, because we never officially hear either of them refer to one another as boyfriend or girlfriend, I think that could make for an interesting premise. Sure, they live together, sure they have mutual romantic feelings, but what did that conversation look like in which they clearly define their relationship, and when exactly did it happen? What did Cloud really mean when he talked about having Tifa now but in a different way?
Two years does seem like a long time to put off really clarifying that statement but I suppose part of the conflict of CoT/AC could be them figuring out what exactly they “are” to each other, hence why Tifa asks Cloud if he loves her or mentions them not being a real family. I wouldn’t call that OOC unless if they were written to be platonic or especially if Cloud considered Tifa as more of a sister. When was the first time either of them actually said “I love you” anyways?
That’s what I’d really like to see... (come on, Remake, don’t let me down)
The thing is, Tifa asks Cloud if he loves her *because* they are together and she feels that he's closing off her, so her doubts and insecurities kick in. That's not a question you ask to someone you're not with. What Cloud told her is basically the best you can have as a "I love you" moment. Trust me. I'm not an "I love you" person, I've never told nor been told it by my husband, but I have zero doubts about it. Cloud and Tifa are more about actions than words, but even then, when Cloud closes off because he's scared of losing everything - Tifa, the kids, his family, his life - that's when there are troubles. Because when you can't reach the other, you definitely feel lonely, and you cannot not doubt yourself and what you have - would have Cloud's words be enough then? I doubt it. It was not words Tifa needed. It was him tackling his own guilt and fighting for his family. Words are meaningless if they are empty. This is why she's proud of him at the end of ACC! Because she can recognise again the "Cloud" she's always known.
I have to wonder if I've had different experiences in life than others, because in my experience it's rarely that clear cut, or maybe that's just with troubled relationships, but in that case, I think Tifa and Cloud count. I've had times where I was sleeping with a girl, spending all our time together, laughing, basically having a perfect relationship, where I wasn't sure if it actually was a relationship.
Times where I was afraid to ask whether it was, or afraid to tell her that I loved her because I was afraid that voicing it would signal the end.
I've had times where I'd rather continue not knowing. I've even had times where I was in a relationship where one person thought it was over while the other didn't.
I think it's pretty obvious that Cloud and Tifa have communication issues. Them holding stuff in has been a constant ever since FFVII. I think it's extreme wishful thinking to think that they'd just perfectly be on the same page that same day after ACC.
It feels natural to me that Cloud would still be unsure whether or not he was still in a relationship with Tifa, this man is painfully dense and wouldn't be sure even if he didn't just run away from home. Similarly Tifa being afraid of bringing up the subject in the fear of putting to much pressure on him and pushing him away also seem extremely in character. Maybe it's just personal experience but I feel like that would be exactly how it goes.
Tifa:
"He said he'd be ok because he has me now, but what does that mean? We slept together, but he never confirmed that we were dating and now he's not coming home at nights"
"he's back home again, he seems happier, I think he got over his issues but I thought we were doing better when Denzel arrived as well. Even if he is moving on, am I just second choice? I don't think that was the problem but I am afraid to ask... Am I ok with being second choice? Are we even back together? We're we ever really officially together? Should I bring it up? What if he says no? What if I push him away? Perhaps I should just play along and slowly ease him into it, maybe I should say nothing and just enjoy this moment while it lasts....."
"He's touching me, it feels like it did before, but what if he leaves again? Should I pull back? I want to let myself go but can I really trust him not to hurt me again? He's relapsed before, I can't go through this again"
Cloud:
"I broke my promise, I lied to her again, I hurt her, I hurt my family, I will try to do better, but can I just go on as if nothing happened? How can I expect them to treat me like normal after everything I've done? Look at her, she's radiant, beautiful, kind, and I hurt her again, she deserves so much better. I want to give it to her, I have no right to just ask her, I will prove it."
"I tried touching her, she hesitated, of course she did. I don't know what to say, I am afraid of saying the wrong thing, I'm afraid of what she'll say if I say the wrong thing, maybe I should say nothing, NO, that's what started this mess".
etc, etc, etc.
That's honestly how I'd expect it to go, even the best of intentions can't magically cure broken trust and communication issues overnight. Now I totally think that all that tension is just fuel on the fire for the eventual passion when they do both fully just surrender themselves, stop thinking, and show each other how they feel in "other ways than with words". But an instant happy end? No, I don't think that's realistically what we can expect from ACC, but I do think the end of ACC puts them on a path towards an "inevitable happy end". They're on the right track, and taking a bullet train.