ClearA said:
2. he is still trying to figure out just what Tifa is to him which could be of friendship or comradery. Which it is
I don't think anyone has difficulty explaining friendship as a feeling though.
A: Is she your girlfriend?
C: No.
A: But she's someone special (ENG) / You're getting flustered (JP)
C: It's not like that. She's like, the best bro ever. Awesome person. Got me a job and even a room for free! We grew up together, you know? (Friendship)
A: Is she your girlfriend?
C: No.
A: (But she's someone special (ENG) / You're getting flustered (JP)
C: It's not like that. I just really appreciate how she puts in 110% in all our missions, you know? I know if I had to blow up another reactor I can count on her (Comrade)
It's when it gets to the "well, she's a friend and really good to me, and we grew up together, and we just reconnected, and yeah it's weird I stand in the middle of somewhere and randomly think of her and spit her name out. Why did I do that? But you're still kind of a stranger so I don't feel I need to tell you all this stuff...so..yeah" that it gets to the "I can't explain it"
While I agree again, Cloud's feelings are not explicitly clear in ALL scenarios, I really don't think he's struggling to decide to explain between friendship and comradeship.