'I'm looking for someone and I used the power of darkness to try and find them, now I can't find the light' does not imply the person he was looking for was the light at all.
True, it doesn't. However, the rest of the exchange implies that he is looking for both his light and his darkness:
Sora: You’ll find it. I’m searching, too.
Cloud: For your light?
Why would Cloud immediately conclude that Sora is looking for his own personal light when he said "I'm searching too" if that isn't what Cloud was doing?
We know from KH: Final Mix that Cloud was looking for Sephiroth (his darkness) and if he was also searching for his personal light, then -- though he
was searching for Seph -- he must have been looking for someone else in addition to Seph.
And if he was doing
that, then the light he was seeking probably
was Aerith -- or at the very least was intended to be at the time of the original game's development -- since he was actively fleeing from Tifa in KHII.
Balthea said:
Ya, with all the inner/outer light crap.
Vendel said:
I remember reading some archives of a Clerith discussion about KHII. They were squeeing themselves that C/A had a scene together. Then it became translated and Aerith mentions "when you find your light it will lead you back here". The one response I will always remember is someone who was rather confused stating "She's right there!".
This is when the inner/outer crap started.
Honestly, I think the concept of an inner and outer light makes a lot of sense. I think we will all agree that an individual should have a light within them, and that in Cloud's case, that light manifested as Tifa, just as his darkness manifested as Sephiroth.
In both cases, these people were not "real" in the traditional sense -- that is to say, they were not separate individuals from Cloud, born naturally the same way that he was. More to the point, they were not born the same way that Kairi was born separately from Sora, for whom she is light.
It only, then, makes sense that a person can have an inner light (something that is a reflection of that individual) and an outer light (a person of significance to them).
I grant you that my interpretation on this is slightly informed by my belief that Cloud was searching for both his light and his darkness in the original KH, but I think it's the logical conclusion to make from a consistent, inclusive analysis of everything in the equation. I'm concluding that back then he was searching for his inner darkness while searching for his outer light.
Ryu said:
Why use the power of darkness to find someone who is your light?
Ask Riku.
Winter said:
just because Tifa's his light doesn't mean he's fucking her, or that he wasn't looking for Aeris in KH.
Both of these statements are true, but where the actual distortion comes in to play is that certain people insist that if Cloud isn't fucking Tifa in KH he's not fucking her in an alternate universe (FFVII's) either.