Just told my mom I might not be attending my brother's wedding ceremony. I hate that tear fest. I went through the whole "Ask her hand" thing because I had no other choice. I hate weddings, and I'm going to the after-party to make an act of pressence. I've only been to one wedding in my life, it was my big sister. She cared for me and became a second "mom", besides the fact that I was 10 years old and maid of honor...got no choice. And if I do, I will stay out of that place. There's someone I can't stand pretty much on my brother's extended family...a few ones in fact and I don't plan mixing with them. HE is the one mixing, not me. And we didn't even grew up for us to be that touchy.
My mom started implying how a baddd sister I am, that its my brother's wedding, not anything else. Yeah yeah, ok. Cut the drama I didn't wanted this wedding to take place anyway. I hate this badly for her I don't care anyone's opinions anymore. So yeah it pisses me off that she will be with the same tantrum and long face for a week probably.