This is why I've always opposed a FFOF merger with anything (in the half dozen times it's come up). We almost did it with FFR back when, but it would've been a clusterfuck of epic proportions for the reasons outlined above.
Speaking of, where the fuck did Edman bugger off to? He was an okay guy and helped me in my early programming days
. (and now I realize he sucked at it, despite being able to get work and a decent living out of it and having the motivation I still lack).
@thread, a complete lack of motivation to do much constructive stuff in my spare time (except perhaps go to the gym, but other than me looking excellent and able to walk stairs, it hasn't done much else for me).
Might be cause by baww rant #2, pretty much constant nagging pain / soreness in forearms, back, neck, etc that just never goes away. Which is caused by a shitty posture - despite my best attempts at correcting it, but it's difficult even with specific muscles being trained etc. I've had a shitty posture all my life, but it's only bothering me physically in the past few years or so, if even that. Second cause: Shitty bed / pillow / things, and I cba to replace it yet because I want a place of my own first and a huge bed so I can fantasize about what it's like to share it with someone while wanking uninspiredly. Third cause: Life behind a computer screen due to a lack of anything else to do.
Wanted: A life,
. Or more like an instant personality change into someone likeable and able to make and keep contact and friends and such which somehow everyone else seems magically able to without actually conciously aware of it.
Baww rant #3, I dun like complaining about myself and it's highly ineffective,
.
