I really hate being right all the time.
Especially about important things.
=(I started crying again this morning. I'm just so glad my dad was home when it happened. He travels a lot and has to have other people look after her when he's gone. She would have been happiest with him with her.
I think it's just still shock. I've never had to have an animal put down, at least not one I'd remember. Once we had a puppy I didn't really care for and never grew attached to because we only had her for a week or so, but my dad told me he took it to a farm when in reality it had to be put down. It was sick, couldn't hold anything in, nothing that the doctors could do. Didn't find that out though until years later and when I did it didn't bother me.
Had some cats run away. One cat ran away and we found out was hit by a car right outside of our house when the lady who hit her came and told us.
I guess what I'm getting at is I've never had an animal grow old and need to be put down because they couldn't go on.
I think I'm going to go out and get my kitty lots of toys today to make myself feel better.
I'm really upset right now and I really need someone to talk to before I do something stupid but all I have is my phone amd shitty phone MSN and it just won't work for this
God what I wouldn't do for a hug right now
who the fuck thought it was a good idea to open the door and block it open when it's four degrees fahrenheit above freezing?!
the downstairs neighbors keep LEAVING THE FUCKING DOOR OPEN
not unlocked, WIDE FUCKING OPEN
christ i will be so happy when they leave
the downstairs neighbors keep LEAVING THE FUCKING DOOR OPEN
not unlocked, WIDE FUCKING OPEN
christ i will be so happy when they leave