pigglesthepup
Lv. 25 Adventurer
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I think we're in agreement when it comes to the promise scene. I think he's remembering the promise as his own memory in both games - not Tifa's memory, and not a product of his Jenova cells IMO. In the remake, he doesn't have any PTSD symptoms when he remembers it, and it seems as though he's accurately experiencing the memory as his own. In OG, I believe that he is remembering it in the same way as well - he's experiencing it as his own memory based on the 3 ideas that I've mentioned in my previous post. 1. He remembers feeling cold. 2. He didn't think Tifa was going to show up. 3. In the lifestream, Tifa believes that Cloud remembered the promise as his own memory as well. As far as #1 goes, Cloud is describing a bodily sensation that he experienced during that night at the water tower. That tells me that he's experiencing the memory as himself, as he remembers actually being there at the water tower. #2, he didn't think that Tifa was going to show up. This is a thought that only Cloud would have - Tifa would have no idea about this. So again, Cloud seems to be experiencing the memory as his own, from his own perspective. In short, I believe that Cloud is experiencing the promise scene as his own memory in both the OG and Remake, with the only difference being the triggers.
As far as his identity of being a 1st Class Soldier goes, it is directly connected to his Jenova cells. It's not a case of Cloud crafting a lie about being a Soldier. It is a situation in which his Jenova cells created an illusion of a 1st Class Soldier within Cloud's mind, which stemmed from Cloud's experience with Zack. Cloud is not aware of the Jenova cells, and he's not aware of the illusion.
https://64.media.tumblr.com/1ecd897.../7c974201089a249137b34a314de853e123b1c74e.jpg
"Under the effect of Jenova’s cells, Cloud mimics his best friend Zack and creates a new persona..." https://thelifestream.net/lifestrea...ns/348/cloud-strife-character-profile-p36-41/
I agree with all this in terms of the OG. All these details are good and prove the point that Cloud's recollection of the promise came from his own memory. You are 100% correct. Case closed.
For the Remake, it wasn't just the ease of which Cloud remembered the promise, it's within the context of what's going on in the Remake itself with Sephiroth that really stuck out to me. I made the metaphor a couple posts back of Sephiroth pulling out the original game and playing through it himself with the intent remaking the game himself so he could change the way things went down so that he wins. This is Sephiroth from the future, and he's got special link to Cloud's mind through Jenova, so this basically what he did. The OG is played through the role of Cloud, so he used it to analyze him with the intent of manipulating him a way so that Sephiroth wins.
In the OG, the promise was bad for Sephiroth. It kept Cloud close to Tifa, enabling her to repair his mind. In the Remake, he shouldn't want Cloud to remember that. He used the OG to analyze what makes Cloud tick. Cloud should've had one of those really strong PTSD/Jenova-flashes that knocked him unconscious. Sephiroth should want Cloud as far away from Tifa as possible.
The theory is this: in the OG, Cloud's mind broke because of his doubts of who he was, specifically that he was an actual person at all. We can see those doubts reflected in the promise part of the Lifestream sequence: Cloud doesn't believe it was a real memory. Sephiroth gathered details like that about Cloud. Those are things that make Cloud human. Sephiroth also paid close attention to the memory of Mt Nibel and how Cloud blamed himself for it. In the Remake, he's taking the key parts of the memory and taunting Cloud with them: his own perception that he is weak, a failure and that he wants to grow stronger (I broke it down in more detail a couple posts back). He confirmed to Cloud that he did in fact kill him. The thing about the Mt Nibel memory is it was the key to proving to Cloud himself that he was human. Because humans have flaws like that and that's why we have doubts about ourselves.
For the Remake, Sephiroth is inverting the manipulation: instead of denying that Cloud is human altogether, he's using the very things that make him human to manipulate him. That's why he shows up to Cloud with specific things: being on the ground when Nibelheim is burning and that he did in fact kill him, hitting on the points of the Mt Nibel memory. These are things Cloud shouldn't remember right now because at this point in the OG. They were still suppressed. And Sephiroth is bringing them out because he wants Cloud to remember who he is so he can exploit him.
Cloud felt like crap because he was part of the illusion in the OG. He felt like he lied. Want to make that feel even worse? Turn him into an actual liar. Remind him of his own doubts so he'll cling to the SOLDIER illusion. That way when everyone has their doubts about Cloud, it'll really be his fault. Particularly with Tifa, because it was her doubts that ultimately caused Cloud to crack. That's why--in the Remake--Cloud's allowed to remember the promise so easily. Sephiroth wants them close.
Not saying that it will actually be Cloud's fault, but at the time it goes down, he will feel like it is. That's the point.
It's evil, but it's also Sephiroth. And this also still just a theory.
Thank you for your post.