pigglesthepup
Lv. 25 Adventurer
- AKA
- piggles
That's literally not how it happened though. No conscious thought or intentionality went into him calling himself a SOLDIER. He is akin to a mako poisoned vegetable, and is puppeted to create that persona by Jenova cells.
So there was no consideration towards "getting work" in saying he was a SOLDIER to Tifa or other people. Are you not reading the explanations given to you..?
I'm going by the explanation given to me by Cloud himself within the game. If that's not where I should be looking for an answer, then what is your point about him not being a liar?
Well you're completely wrong. It being "important to him" does not indicate that he would lie about it, as shown in Crisis Core.
In Crisis Core he has a way to avoid the whole issue by keeping his identity concealed. That's all he has to do and it's all he does. He's totally exposed at the train station. He needs an explanation for the state he's in. More on Crisis Core: as he's dying, Zack entrusts the Buster Sword to Cloud and deems him his "living legacy," which Cloud goes and tries to carry out. Was that all just Jenovaroth? Did Cloud have no agency in that?
Plenty of individuals hold goals or promises central to their growth, but don't boldly lie to others when they fall short. Not seeing how you don't understand his feelings of guilt and shame at the truth being unfolded like it was within the story. He can be aware of the truth yet still hold himself to account over being weak.
I think I totally understand his feeling of guild and shame, seeing as I've explained why he would lie about it. Deceit is only fun for a psychopath, which Cloud is not. Yes, he admits to being a liar to hold himself accountable (because he did lie). But if he didn't actually lie, then he is now lying if he says that he did lie. And if he's lying because Jenovaroth is still in control of him and making him lie, then the player shouldn't be able to beat the game after this. So, again, where does this end?
"Get lost in the whole thing... The combination of Jenova cells, Sephiroth's strong will, and my own weakness"
He's an abuse victim. Abuse victims can't escape their abuser because they justify the abuse. This is why it's a combination and he includes himself in the equation. He was initially getting something out of this. He was not aware of the greater consequences.
I simply don't get why you can't separate the guilt and self deprecation in his words from the reality of the narrative. Cloud had no choice in the matter.
In the script of the game that you pulled and put in quote boxes, he uses the word "I." Straight, declarative sentences saying he did such and such actions. They are things that are done over a series of time in a cumulative manner. He does not end this with "Jenovaroth made me do all these things," but the above statement including himself in the equation. He's admitting to being complicit in the deed. That is the narrative. Does he feel bad about it? Of course.
Unless you think he wanted to give the Black Materia to Sephiroth, or nearly chop Aerith's head off deep down in his heart.
This is not what I've suggested at all. I see it as you trying to be malicious towards me. I'm going to excuse it.
You're taking what he says to the party about his own personal hang ups and perspective as rote fact. When you have the text itself, Lifestream sequence flashbacks of the truth and the hidden cutscene of Zack and Cloud's experimentation and escape within the Shinra Manor, telling you otherwise.
Yes, I am taking what he says as rote fact. What is shown in those sequences illustrates the reasons why he did what he says he did: lie. Or he somehow still being deceptive? What is the whole point of this sequence and why can I still beat the game after it?
I'll give you this one time with a secondary source: we frequently see Cloud trying to fight back against being manipulated. It's illustrated in the form of ghosted versions of him or even a separate child being. These are the multiple personalities. But the real Cloud is still one of them. He's still there and we see him fight for control. But he's still in there, and he's the one we supposedly getting back through the Lifestream sequence and giving the confession on the bridge. I'm going to believe him as to what happened. After all, he had a front row seat.
Unless you're willing to argue Cloud was responsible for letting Aerith die, he simply was not.
You're equating lying with malice, which I've repeatedly said I'm not. Again, I'll let this go as a personal attack.
There was no "making the best of things" as repeatedly showcased by the text and supplemental materials of said text. You are again attributing intentionality where none existed.
I'm attributing what he said to the truths that were revealed. If he's not lying or doing something else besides telling the truth in his confession on the bridge, then that's what I should do.
The context of the game's entire narrative is reinforced by said text written by the authors themselves. I'm not going to argue reality of what's the story and the canon that supports it. That's been done before for years. If you don't want to agree with it and ignore the narrative all while riding on a rushed localized script job, that's your own, frankly silly, prerogative. But that's the understanding the fandom, the writers, and everyone else following the narrative goes by. If you want to craft your own headcannon and play in it, thats for you to do on your own.
The original FF7 was released was intended as a complete product. I'm giving the people of the former Squaresoft the benefit of the doubt that they knew what they were doing and made their product complete, ensuring what they wanted to convey would get across to the player by having them just play the game. That's particularly critical for an overseas audience, who they were really looking to impress and came up with a huge marketing budgeting for.
I personally find your attitude snobby and elitist. Anyone should be able to pick up a piece of work, read it and make sense of it without having to devote chunks of life to supplementary materials. If that's not true, then the artist has failed, Japan or anywhere else. How is someone suppose to get into an anime if when upon first viewing, if it makes little sense? That's just illogical, no matter which culture you come from. Squaresoft wanted to go very big with this game internationally. It had to be a complete product. I'm assuming that it is. Bad localization in parts, but can still make out what it's trying to say. Having to use supplementary materials closes off new comers and has the terrible effect of making the fandom insular. It's a bad business practice.
Just to come back on this, this is clearly Jenova manipulating his memories because in Intermission they have inserted a green flash before the memory. So, he tries to remember and to cover up and push in the illusion of being a successful SOLDIER, Jenova inserts what is Cloud's deepest wish, to render the illusion of his fake persona perfect.
Post it. I'll look at it tomorrow. Sorry it's time for bed.