Also, Thanks to Celes (?) posting that quote, I felt compelled to change my title to ~rum-dutchess~
Ahem, which quote was that now?
Aeris seem like a complete nutjob who has a hard on for someone she doesn't even know.
It's the truth though, Zee. Cloud is not himself, and there are a lot of quotes saying that outside of the actual game. The actual game makes it quite clear too, since that's the "OMG PLOT-TWIST" that's supposed to be surprising, but it really isn't.
I don't think it makes Aerith look like a nut-job, I think it looks like what the Ultimania's have been telling us: She loves Cloud for the Zack she sees within him. She only had a desire to know the real Cloud, unfortunately for her, she died before that could happen. Tifa is the only one who was able to rescue the real Cloud- because she knows him. A lot of Clerith fans aren't willing to accept that, saying that they weren't really friends and blahblahblah. True, they knew one another for a shorter amount of time than they originally thought, but they still formed a very strong bond. If Tifa didn't know Cloud, why would Cloud open his heart to her, why would she understand him, and why would she be able to piece his mind together? Something even Aerith, a half-Cetra couldn't even do?
. Doesn't even Tifa say she believes he is the same person she grew up with, and that's why she is able to help piece himself back together in the lifestream.
No, Tifa says she senses something wrong from the start. Also, Cloud says he's the same Cloud she met in Nibelheim and Tifa responds:
"No, that's not true. Cloud... Just give me a little more time."
Tifa goes through the game hiding the fact that Cloud isn't real from him. A lot of Tifa-haters bring that fact up and try to make her look bad for it.
He knows what really happened, deep down.
Yes- this is the real Cloud
physically, but mentally he is gone. Why do you suppose once Cloud is put back together again he says,
"Tifa, we finally meet again"
and before that,
"Tifa, I hope you meet the real Cloud again someday."
Of course Cloud still has memories of the people and places he went to. That's why he feels so close to Aerith.
After developing his personality by using Zack's memory as a base, Cloud still maintained the part of coolness even though Zack had cheerful characteristics. The part of Cloud's coolness that keeps him away from the surroundings and the part of his asserting “no interests” all have nothing to do with the influence of Jenova cells. They belong to the real Cloud’s personality.
-- Ultimania
There are more quotes than that, just look at these:
---
"Cloud
"I never was in SOLDIER."
"I made up the stories about what happened to me five years ago,
about being in SOLDIER."
"I left my village looking for glory, but never made it in to
SOLDIER......"
"I was so ashamed of being so weak; then I heard this story from
my friend Zack..."
"And I created an illusion of myself made up of what I had seen
in my life....."
"And I continued to play the charade as if it were true."
(He straightens and nods.)
Barret
"Illusion, huh...? Pretty damn strong for a 'lusion, I'd say."
---
In FF7, Zack is deceased. He appears when Sephiroth reveals Cloud’s fragmental memory. Since Cloud already loses sight of his true self and mixes up his memory with Zack’s, Zack’s portrait is still wrapped in mystery. What kind of person is Zack? What specifically has he done? Such puzzles are answered in CC.
*Text near the img of Zack and Cloud in the truck, saying “Jack of all trades, Cloud. Let’s do whatever is requested.”:
Although the scene with Zack and Cloud in their runaway journey is added in International version, the image of Zack is still blurred.
The promise with Cloud is now made clear.
In FF7, Cloud imitates Zack’s memory and personality because Jenova cell has the ability of copying. But if you follow the storyline of CC till the end, you’ll know that it’s not simply because the effect of Jenova cells, but also there’s a firm friendship and a men’s promise between them.
-----
His personality was formed not only by the intention of concealing such self, but also by the implanted Jenova cell which twisted what Zack went through as the base. In CC, Cloud’s weak side unfolds before us: it makes us realize the influence from Zack that affects Cloud.
----
Due to the influence of the Jenova cells implanted in his body he acted out a false persona.
----
A young swordsman, struggling with a fragile mind.
---
Like in BC, Cloud first appears in CC as a 14 year old ShinRa troop. While still just a grunt, he aims to be in SOLDIER. He strikes up a friendship with Zack, a SOLDIER 1st Class; what influence will he have on Cloud, that would lead to Cloud imitating Zack's personality… The events running up to that will be shown in CC.
----
As Cloud is trying to place the bomb, a mysterious voice speaks to him. Later, this same kind of mysterious voice resounds in Cloud's head in the scene where he and a voice have a conversation, and it offers him reminders. These voices are the original Cloud, as -- due to Hojo's Sephiroth Clones experiment -- Zack's personality merged with his, creating the present day Cloud, producing a conflict of multiple personalities
---
Zack's personality had a heavy influence on the formation of Cloud's personality when he was under Jenova's control.
---
Ultimanias that confirm Aeris has enough keen insight into Cloud to see the real him, at least to an extent.
No, they confirm that Aerith has the desire to know the real Cloud, and that she can sense something is wrong with him. Why else would she express her desire to meet the real Cloud in her date-scene? That should be confirmation enough that Cloud isn't himself.
I do think Cloud is still in there, somewhere,
Indeed, he is. Otherwise, the real Cloud wouldn't be talking to the fake-Cloud in his mind.