Akemmi, no offense, but no one's going to go easy on you in this thread. This is not exactly a thread where you can just state your opinion without it being nit picked by other members of this forum, it works the same way in most of the threads here.
Also, feelings or not, Cloud wasn't himself towards Aerith. The Jenova mimicking cell's purpose is to get near the Cetras in order to demolish them - in a way, Sephiroth was using Cloud in order to get closer to Aerith, thus Cloud had to act as someone else otherwise Aerith would be able to sense it because she is a Cetra. There's Tifa in mind, while Aerith's alive, you know.
Also, feelings or not, Cloud wasn't himself towards Aerith. The Jenova mimicking cell's purpose is to get near the Cetras in order to demolish them - in a way, Sephiroth was using Cloud in order to get closer to Aerith, thus Cloud had to act as someone else otherwise Aerith would be able to sense it because she is a Cetra. There's Tifa in mind, while Aerith's alive, you know.