It pisses me off my attitude. This week I've been feeling like shiet: sleep deprived, mad about everything, with a terrible mood and taking it off against people I barely know. I really despise myself when this happens because...I don't insult or treat people just because I did it as an "Oops!" but...I do it full conciously (Or whatever its written). And I hate this because it tends to give an image about me that its not the real me. Then if someone says something about me I start to feel like a victim or whatever. I really hate this, my lack of motivation and...whatever. I just hope this goes out pretty soon....