Ooooh so this is why Cloud goes to the church in AC. He wants Aerith to shoot him so they can be together.
BUT SERIOUSLY. It literally undoes all the progress Cloud made in the games lmao. In CoT he does A LOT to comfort Tifa and encourage her to move on. He holds her when she cries, tells her to give the bar a try, etc etc. So it’s not like Cloud couldn’t be there for her.
It’s hard for me to believe that Cloud thought the best thing he could do was go die alone and leave Tifa and the kids. If he could, for the most part, bounce back from seeing Aerith die in his face, he can’t at least be there while Denzel is suffering too?